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After a wonderful 18yrs,We had to put our beloved cat to sleep,She had acouple of strokes and lost control of her bladder,Man,death sucks,Mouse where ever you are,I hope I see you again someday.

Wierwille,on more than one occasion would always say,What has the word cost you?Then he would rant on,either his eye,his not being a big shot,or how hard he spent being a great man of god.His point made us feel like we had not given enough,when in truth we gave everything time money youth job,family,for the "previlege" to hear the "truth".When in fact it really was cult indoctrination,give all to the ministry(early on it was the "word" rather than the ministry).
I saw it early on,yet like most of us got sucked in,My aunt,god bless her,said "they really got to you."Guilt was a way of life in the way,You always pay a price was an
other one,shi@ happens,instead,the way got you to question every action,every motion,where did I blow it?Folks it does not happen that way.
Think for yourself,be yourself,we are not the ever ready bunny,always on the go,Push yourself was another one,I(wierwille)am always on the go,I can get by with 2,3 hours a sleep,I just loshanta and boom,I am so spiritual,I am energized.The supreme guilt?Uncle howard allen said "he gave his life for you".Uh howard it was Jesus and
not vic.

Twi,Taught,that after the gathering together,(was not called Christ's return,as he met us in the air)
Rewards would be given to the faithful,These would be in the form of responsibilities/positions of importantence.
The least of the faithful could have much position as how many rewards they were issued.The five crowns,we would wear,(sorta like a
quintruple ice cream cone).Would show all our being faithful.
To me,It would be like a big way function,you would be "Renwed mind all the time",instant communication,be able to instantly go anywhere be any where.
What a hell,always be in touch from someone from the way,I'd rather have eternal nothingness thanthat.

In respect to those buried there,this thread is not about them,It is about what we thought was so great about the cornfield,
woods.To me I liked the woods,but have been in much better,we were TOLD It was a spiritual place,It was our home we were told
it was ours,we could come at any time,I went there during roa cause it was quiet.
Same as the rest of the grounds,we were told we could enjoy the fountain....Well comes reality we were lied to.....
Shame on them...The concept was sold to us,hook line and sinker...
Would I go back to the area?Yes just in twis little area and if I did go down wierwillie road and linders little band followed me,I might have
someone in the car take pictures,harrassment ya know.
The woods,the grounds were like olympus where the old gods lived a myth,In reality it was all a fable wierwillie and his merry band made up.