I have been plagued with various "dreams" since parting from "the ministry" in 2000.
Most of them have involved abandonment in one form or another. I can only imagine the dreams of my two children who were raised under the influence of "the way".
I married twice while involved (1979-2000), both of the men were considered believers, and both ended in divorce. This along with the leadership acting like I never existed when I didn't produce "fruit" it is no wonder that my kids and myself still have relationship issues.
Maybe my grandchildren stand a chance....