I watch CSI the other nite and it was on a mass "suicide" of cult members. In the end it was murder by one of the cult members. It was a weird moment for me because for the first time I thought...If V.P had given an order for a mass suicide, "would I have followed through with that directive?" I know I gave a covenant of salt to uphold "The Word" even unto death. At that time I ment it with my whole being.
So now I wonder ..."Would I have taken my life if asked?" For myself I can only say...yes! At the hight of your commitment...would you?