Utopian/Lunch

I'm new here. My grandmother was going through a tough time in the late 80s and found some Wayers/Ex-Wayers (idk). She say the VPW vids and later the WIGP tapes and through the CG networks in CA met a lot of people. My mom followed suit and somehow i have also. Despite what i have now come to believe as the sensible members of my family not going along. I dropped out of it when i got into college and have serious theological qualms, but i'm not here to debate or preach anything. I just want to meet other people who where a part of this really weird thing in my life that was confusing and made relating to others in a religious way darn near impossible.

Where the heck on this sweet earth can i find a copy of CG's Passing of a Patriarch??