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    God, Christ, self, and nothing first

    One, two, three, around life as I live

    03-21,22-2014

    As I think about what life means to me I cannot see one reason to live but I do not want to harm myself even if the world would be a better place without me. What value have I made in my short life all I live for now is the enjoyment I get from watch TV shows a world of make believe. Sure my family and friends would miss me but a few seconds of sadness next to the pain that I live with in my life is nothing to want to live.

    It is the nature desire to breath that keeps me alive and the fear of what might happen if I ended it today while I do not fear dying the desire pushes me on. Yesterday I saw some by family it feel good but it it enough to removed this desire to give up no its not seeing that some family members are doing good is a good thing but my life still feels hopeless of no value. Will I harm myself no I not brave enough I will just go on to a road that has no way of freeing myself from this pain I live in.

    Will I ask for help no will I take my drugs everyday no I will take just enough to fool my doctor so that just the it is nothing to prolong this life and everything to make it end. What I do to live people have known eat small animals to fight off hungry so their body might live when needed. On ships mankind been known to drink .... and eat the dead bodies of their ship mates the human race has done things that the mind thinks is sick.

    I do not know how far my body will go to live but my heart is told itself it to late no need to fight anymore I have no value in life. The is no need to fight anymore life as loss it value I be better off dead than to live anymore in this world of endless pain. I do not want to live this pain everyday but what est can I do getting TV shows are not enough more life is not the show I am watching it got to be more than that.

    I am not one that lives for drugs to be high all the time or one that buys the friends with money I am not one of those people that thinks they have to be used. I think about life I have nothing new because means nothing to me whether I live or I die means nothing at all I just going though the motions of life if I die today it would not matter at all. Write or not write its just words that I could of wrote that I did write or did not it does not matter at all so thank you with love that does not matter and an holy kiss of truth or lies I tell myself about life because I still hope for more.

    Kill, Destroy, pride, selfish, hungry for real life that me

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    God, Christ, self, and nothing first

    Kill, Destroy, pride, selfish, hungry for real life that me

    03-09-2014

    I am a person that wants to love others the others love but the truth is no one can do this the best can do is try our desire to kill one another comes into play. That old curse SIN comes out and we show true colors to kill the other person goodwill destroying letting pride get in the way that selfish hungry to be in control of everything. Sure we say that are different but that is just pride talk the desire to be as I want not as I am and you are?

    Face the truth about yourself because the hope you have is get free from self kill yourself in the mind before its to late. Now I am telling you to hurt yourself I telling you to free yourself from as must pride as you can so when you die of nature ways your spiritual mind as less to burn away. In this world is nothing compared to the spiritual world to come for us in the near future.

    This, this, that, that, and the other thing as we breath until the last breath of life when change into something new a life where we need not breath anymore. All things are new and the old have pass away every kind is not like the old we have become new in creation no longer that old creation of pass things but is new. Spiritual like but not really spiritual life but greater than everything we can dream up or hope to a world of no sin nothing but true love.

    Love is something we all want but no have it yet we say we love our mate, our child, our parents, and even our enemy but what is for real. The truth is we love things about them but this love is more than that it more than we even understand pure love is without dislike so our love is not pure because of sin. We try to love pure but our nature is sin or to fight to live so the best we can do is hope to love purely thank you for reading my words of un-pure sounds as I hope to really love with an holy kiss of truth unto you all from Roy.

    kkjlli

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    God, Jesus, Christ, Devil, and Lord

    Words are just words until we give them meaning

    but who are we to give meaning to things?

    12-27-2013

    We think, we speak our minds, we believe, we have some unbelief, we hope in things, we fears things in life, we try to be brave, and more than I can say about us but we are doing our best no matter what our out come is we tried. Whether life brings you roses it also brings sadness life is not fare it is life that all it can be no more and no less. I sometimes think about getting married in my old age the person does not matter because any two people can learn to love one another if they give it a honest try.

    Most people I come across have at one problem to overlook or another but the key is to not let it stop you from loving them because that what it takes to be happy. I known my body may not let me be in my twenties again but sex is not everything the coming together has a couple with one heart, soul, and mind is makes the couple marriage work. Overlooking small things about each other helps you see the good things about each other because one picks the other up when they fall together the couple can stand has they help one one another.

    When we look for the perfect mate we lie to ourself because no one is perfect will ever met up to be perfected but when we look for how we can overlook their hang ups we find a mate. When we come to the table not looking for perfected but looking to work with their shortcoming we see them falling away little by little because we came not looking for the perfect mate they try harder to made them self better because we never ask. We must have patience with each other because only then will we accept each other for who we are thank you with love and a holy kiss of friendship unto you from Roy.

    pppppp

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    God first, Christ in the middle, and God last

    today, then, and tomorrow

    12-16-2013

    As I think things no one whole everybody is less mess up in ways to the killer, to the drunk, we got our own things that us miss up. The person looks for love in the wrong ways to the beats it into others to the person that gets hit for a love that not there. Otherwise we all want something that not there at all and the best we can do is try.

    My life is miss up because my early years I was made fun of by my class mates but whether it happen then or later something happen some time. Doctors learn that talking can help by try and error ways that has been proven to help in some ways. I was just thinking out in the open so all can read thank you with love and a holy kiss from Roy.

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    God first , God Last, and Christ in the middle

    the day before life itself

    12-08-2013

    I arose from dream to see a life that is so mix up but is not the world like this everyday we live to see our hopes coming from above. Lets look at things how they are in the world money does not grow on trees we must have something of value to someone. Our government see the space program NASA feels it ok to wasted money on discovering about Comets they spent millions studying “Comet C/2012 S1 Ison” the history channel.

    While we are trying to make ends meant with our bills the US Air Force with is NASA spends money on studying about comets and other things not needed for life. I know they might may get answers to how life got here in the first place but would it now be better to enjoying the life we have over to have the answer of where life begin. The God answer is just that the reason how life begin God is just the answer I am not trying to must religion on you because I am not religion.

    God is just the label I name the Creator where everything was creative from nothing which is the only possible answer if something came from nothing at all. Knowledge is not as important as love itself the knowledge why things are so is nothing compared the love one can have for another person alive. Understanding why things were creative and how things were creative is nothings next to the love of a brother or sister.

    That is why I see things the way I see them God has the creative force that gave life to everything from nothings at all. God is just the label we used to explained that were creative God is the one that we give credit for making, forming, and creative all things. Thank you with love of God like being and an holy kiss from Roy a man.

    Wrote while I was in Life Spring “Hardin Memorial Hospital”

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    God first

    thanks my frinds

    What didI I Do that I ever do be banned of the private messaging system

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    with love and holy kiss from Roy

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