Akarizmatik1

:blink: I am only on post 100... Oh My Goodness....... Oh My Goodness........ I can not believe how hornswaggled I have been all these years. LOL. I was informed I would not stand back in 1980...just months after my 1st PFAL class...and did in fact leave the ministry on my own, just one year after my WOW experience, but thought the undoing of the ministry was due to the Martindale experience....I truely believed all those lies. I went back into the ministry years later, and was in fact asked to leave because of my addiction to gambling at the time. Don 't most faiths attempt to HELP the members of their flock?...I just KNEW "I was not worthy of the family" I still loved God, and I still believd, and still spoke in tongues, and still thought that VPW was one of the greatest Man of God since Christ himself! I never knew these things, but I am so glad to know now, and the facts are evident...I AM NOT THE GREASESPOT I WAS LEAD TO BELIEVE I WOULD BE!!!! Thank you so much for the enlightenment. I will continue reading later... All this time.....how wrong could I have been...to think the sun rose and set in vpw. :unsure: My God! I feel so crapped on

"Can I get an "AMEN!" from the mid-life singles corner? lol" I am in total agreement aka "AMEN" AND " How I envy you, as I inhabit a state I never personally chose...celibacy (lol) - though I sincerely hope its temporary" Question? Is it wrong to pray for a lover? LOL...No, I mean, to pray For a lover, lol lol