Heh.. sometime I don't even know..
I went back to school at the local 2 year college. Gave me a nice return to Academia.
at the time it was a good environment. They took math and education seriously.. I went on to obtain a couple of degrees qualifying me to be able to instruct in a college venue.
I could have been one of their success stories.
When I came back, they let me teach a few classes but what I found was far less that what I left the few years before- constant infighting, no care for academic integrity.. I kind of floated up on shore. The difference of what it was and what it had become was like day and night.
They were actively seeking instructors the year I left- the year I returned basically the welcome mat had been pulled in..
I had a lot of respect for one of my former instructors- first class ethically, mathematically, professionally- the administration reduced him into a babbling idiot..
It's hard to describe this in few words..