Patrick and Sarah

The Even and I love BagPipes, Thank you for your replies. I sure do feel the need for healing and fellowship.....some of the things that hold be back are the fact that I work nights. I work 2- 11 pm and one the weekend I have a 24 hours shift. Kind of crazy. I think that is one of the things that has always hampered fellowship......working too much. Sara does not get out without me, so she is stuck with my schedual. We talked today about looking for a daytime job. My employer would not want to loose me so when I tell them I'm moving on they may put me on days as well. What we miss about fellowship is the positive mind, the renewed mind, loving care ect. Little things like giving and recieving. In order to have inflow you have to have outflow..........little things that are so easy to forget. Reminders. Reminding one another of the simple tricks to the spiritual walk. Ministering to one another. I notice some life just from posting here. It is "believing action" Moving. God works with is as we act. All good stuff that if your not involved with others just kind of gets put on the shelf.............. What I look for in fellowship is mutual respect, mutual love, mutual ministering. Really it seems like this is hard to find. Can't stand sitting in a pew listening to a spew...................guess I got a bad attitude.

Ok, here is a little of my story and some questions. In the 80s I started studying the Bible, and got saved through my personal search for the Lord. 87 got involved in the way, PFAL, twig, ect.......... 88 shipped to Korea with the US Army............some weird stuff happened to the Way while I was in Korea. Got back and started fellowshipping with outcasts. This worked for a while untill I decided to move to a place where there was a fuctioning ministry. I wanted to get involved. I tried my hardest to do what needed to be done to be a part of this group. Ended up not working out. I was looking for friendship and found an orginized small cult that I was not fitting in with. I stayed there for 9 years. No fellowship, just sour grapes. Tried many churches at that time and it just was not working out for problems of my own. Anyhows, I gave up on the whole Christian church search. Quit tying to "find a church" (We are the church rah rah). Ended up taking a job in Albuquerque NM and feel the need to find some folks to fellowship with. Some things are going on in our lives that need some healing. Here is the question portion. Is there still fellowship and ministry available in a twig type setting? I still have bad habbits in the world's estimation, do I need to hide these in order to fellowship or can I find freindship and help despite my carnal faults? A few more later.....got to get back to work.

Howdy, Patrick and Sarah Gruenwald are in Albuquerque. We met in El Paso Texas. We are wondering if there is any ex-way fellowships in the area. Seems like theres gotta be.