I know how crazy it sounds to myself now to think that I wanted to go back too, but it wasn't me and I'm quite sure it wasn't you, either! I understand easily why you wrote those letters and did all they prescribed - you did your best, I'm sure!
As they moved those hoops, they knew what they were doing - it was all deliberate actions - they meant to mess with us - maybe only because they could! Surely NOT by revelation from God the father of Jesus christ!
Eagledarlin, it's so sad, but you did make it - you're here to tell your story! And I'm so glad you did! Just like I got tremendous healing from telling my story, I pray that you get what you need for your heart to stay sweet and keep loving God.
I know it took me a few years to post my story - it can be tough, but get ready for some sweet and peaceful sleep - I believe it's on its way to you.
You've been alone in that peculiar way for far too long, and they did you far worse than they did me - you lost your chance to say see ya later with your best friend and you lost your fiance, both at their hands. My heart goes out to you - please post again!
I'm thinking you probably didn't get to attend your friend's funeral or memorial service, as they had in the day - well, that's just one more thing I'm mad about.
To quote grasshopper as I recall the phrase - Bastards! This is war!
The way to beat them, I believe, is to live well. Feel free to email me, if you ever feel like you need to "chat" with somebody who's been near to where you were. Or if you need anything. And ya know what I mean when I say anything? I mean anything! If I can, I'll help. If I can't, I probably know who can.
Thanks for sharing your story. I, for one, appreciate it.
No, I have never seen him since the first week on 6 month leave. I called him to let him know that I would not be returning. We were told by co-ordinators that our engagement to each other was also void. In this situation the spiritual overrides the physical..He said he could not leave that he has gone to stick twig and would not go through it again..My last words to him was not to allow them (the Way) make him sell his house. He had three wonderful kids that I was very close too. My heart hurt big for them.I felt I had let them down the whole time I was on leave..They loved when I traveled in to visit. They felt like they had a mom that would love and care for them. The always had to sit on my lap.They were very needy of my tenderness and wisdom..oh well.
I have moved on..I have kept my heart very tender with GOd. I refuse to allow anything to come between me and our heavenly father. Its been a huge change for the good to be out of the clutches of the.
I am very thankful for what I know now.
A big thank you to you for expressing your concerns.
[This message was edited by likeaeagle on July 15, 2002 at 17:06.]
Sorry, I forgot to add this. No , I was not told about the funeral or the services. She fell asleep during the transplant.
I have wonderful memories of us hanging out daily and praying together, cooking, sitting thru teachings, cause she was not able to be around groups of people because of her immune system during Chemo. Her husband and I rotated nights to go to fellowship and to stay home with her, we would have hook up for us.I changed her bandages from her surgery, heck her husband and I even dressed her after surgery. I even had to cut her long shoulder length hair off to one inch long, because 75% of it decided to fall off in the shower before a Huge fathers day fellowship in the backyard. And she proudly walked out before the whole branch with barely enough hair to her scalp from burning in the sun.She knew she was loved.....thats all I care about..then and now.. and I will see her again and she will meet the Lord even before I do..:) We have an awesome God..
Thank you. When you said the way to beat them is to live well that was a revelation to me! God is blessing me in a very tough time because of the wisdom of wonderful people like you.
It's so simple.
When I said "this is war" I must admit I didn't have anything that simple or beautiful in mind.
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Did you and your fiance ever get together? Praise God you found out the truth so that you wouldn't continue to be lied to.
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I know how crazy it sounds to myself now to think that I wanted to go back too, but it wasn't me and I'm quite sure it wasn't you, either! I understand easily why you wrote those letters and did all they prescribed - you did your best, I'm sure!
As they moved those hoops, they knew what they were doing - it was all deliberate actions - they meant to mess with us - maybe only because they could! Surely NOT by revelation from God the father of Jesus christ!
Eagledarlin, it's so sad, but you did make it - you're here to tell your story! And I'm so glad you did! Just like I got tremendous healing from telling my story, I pray that you get what you need for your heart to stay sweet and keep loving God.
I know it took me a few years to post my story - it can be tough, but get ready for some sweet and peaceful sleep - I believe it's on its way to you.
You've been alone in that peculiar way for far too long, and they did you far worse than they did me - you lost your chance to say see ya later with your best friend and you lost your fiance, both at their hands. My heart goes out to you - please post again!
I'm thinking you probably didn't get to attend your friend's funeral or memorial service, as they had in the day - well, that's just one more thing I'm mad about.
To quote grasshopper as I recall the phrase - Bastards! This is war!
The way to beat them, I believe, is to live well. Feel free to email me, if you ever feel like you need to "chat" with somebody who's been near to where you were. Or if you need anything. And ya know what I mean when I say anything? I mean anything! If I can, I'll help. If I can't, I probably know who can.
Thanks for sharing your story. I, for one, appreciate it.
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No, I have never seen him since the first week on 6 month leave. I called him to let him know that I would not be returning. We were told by co-ordinators that our engagement to each other was also void. In this situation the spiritual overrides the physical..He said he could not leave that he has gone to stick twig and would not go through it again..My last words to him was not to allow them (the Way) make him sell his house. He had three wonderful kids that I was very close too. My heart hurt big for them.I felt I had let them down the whole time I was on leave..They loved when I traveled in to visit. They felt like they had a mom that would love and care for them. The always had to sit on my lap.They were very needy of my tenderness and wisdom..oh well.
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I have moved on..I have kept my heart very tender with GOd. I refuse to allow anything to come between me and our heavenly father. Its been a huge change for the good to be out of the clutches of the.
I am very thankful for what I know now.
A big thank you to you for expressing your concerns.
[This message was edited by likeaeagle on July 15, 2002 at 17:06.]
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Sorry, I forgot to add this. No , I was not told about the funeral or the services. She fell asleep during the transplant.
I have wonderful memories of us hanging out daily and praying together, cooking, sitting thru teachings, cause she was not able to be around groups of people because of her immune system during Chemo. Her husband and I rotated nights to go to fellowship and to stay home with her, we would have hook up for us.I changed her bandages from her surgery, heck her husband and I even dressed her after surgery. I even had to cut her long shoulder length hair off to one inch long, because 75% of it decided to fall off in the shower before a Huge fathers day fellowship in the backyard. And she proudly walked out before the whole branch with barely enough hair to her scalp from burning in the sun.She knew she was loved.....thats all I care about..then and now.. and I will see her again and she will meet the Lord even before I do..:) We have an awesome God..
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Eagle:
I just wanted to say God Bless You and express my love for you even though I don't know you.
God will bless you because you love him.
hopper
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Bowtwi:
Thank you. When you said the way to beat them is to live well that was a revelation to me! God is blessing me in a very tough time because of the wisdom of wonderful people like you.
It's so simple.
When I said "this is war" I must admit I didn't have anything that simple or beautiful in mind.
(bless you)
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Thank you so much for the very words. I just want people to know whats behind the doors of the Way..do not enter..
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