Shellon  
All I can say is thanks for sharing.. I am sorry for your loss. 
I really enjoyed the story and I knew the ending from your previous posts 
but my heart is still sad. I hope in some way by sharing all that you have  
here at the cafe it will some how help you grow or whatever you need.. 
You put a lot of heart and emotion here and only you know why, I just want 
you to be better from it... 
copenhagen