It's sad to see CES in such a mess. But some of it is kind of predictable. There was a
sort of core of folks in leadership that seemed a little too secretive, and out of touch with
ordinary people. I offered lot of constructive feedback to CES, but it seems that my advice
was ignored. Others I've spoken to had similar experience. Also, many times I volunteered
to do some creative work in reaching out to others on behalf of CES, but leadership was
not trusting enough too allow it. So I felt that they were sort of unable or unwilling to support
my spiritual growth - they were very cautious and held power close to the vest.
Still, I met and fellowshipped, prayed and prophesied with many, and the fellowship was
fruitful.
It's kind of odd how organizations so many times get in the way of people trying to go
and grow with God. I think CES needs a reorg, a reshuffling, and a rethinking.