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  1. Discerning of spirits...

    with categories of "baddie" spirits, proud ones, lying ones, sexual and alluring ones, and I don't know what else (and please no-one remind me).

    But what about "goodie" spirits?

    We're so smart we don't need "goodie" spirits (angels) to help us because the Christ in us is superior to any kind of angel. (That's what they taught.)

    Therefore we don't need to know about angels, how they work, what their functions are, how they might help us.

    But through the Christ in us is also clearly superior to the devil spirits, we need to know all their different categories ... in lurid detail ... but not know about those on "our side"? <_<

    (If we did but know it, all we needed to do was consider some of the high-ups in TWI. "The secrecy of his [the Devil's] success is the secrecy of his moves." And the high-ups at TWI sure kept a lot of their moves secret.)

    I never thought of that...sheesh...no kidding.

    Not to teach on the angels but have a complete but delusional view of what the devil spurts are up to.

    I guess The Way International can only have to give that which they are. (Great principle from PFAL with slight modification- Cinco de Mayo, 2010)

  2. Preliminary results from the post mortem examination of The Way International:

    Patient shows some kind of cancerous infection and blindness going back to it's inception. Probably the result of innapropriate sexual contact, sociopathic and histrionic tendencies, obsessive cumpulsive disorder, and delusional tendencies.

    In the course of the subject's growth the poisonous infections have manifested themselves in several overlapping and recurring symptoms including but not limited to:

    Major structural problems being covered up by layers of lying,

    Servile and useless behavior being substituted for truly talented and vital group and individual activity,

    Leadership lying about every single aspect as concerning the truth of what they are/were up to,

    Good people having their lives wrecked before being discarded as some kind of refuse,

    Leadership's true brutality to be hidden behind several well entrenched layers of uniquely Way International meaningless religious cliches,

    Complete inability to deal with honest criticism leading to the unfortunate tendency of them mistaking their disease fighting parts for the disease itself leading to the cancerous diseaes completly displacing the life giving functions,

    The truth that they lead people about with now is dishonest not just simply so, but dishonest on many levels in almost every way.

    These conditions led to an exreemely emaciated and wasting away reality while they console themselves with delusions of granduer.

    The diseased parent organism sent out several diseased shoots in different directions varying as to the intentions and progression of the original cancerous diseases during the course of it's death throws.

    COMPLETE DIAGNOSIS WILL NEED TO BE DONE BY THE CHIEF EXAMINER FOLLOWED SHORTLY BY THE BURNING OF THE DISEASED REMAINS.

    (Last symptom was added in the editing function.)

  3. I had this conversation in Facebook messages recently with one of the younger men who came from River Road Fellowship. I'm removin the reference to his identity and editing some of his cussing.......And my words are in green.

    DOES THIS SOUND LIKE ANYONE ELSE WE KNOW?

    Craig Martindale vs. David Koresh: One was a crazy cult leader who slept with married women whose husbands were loyal followers and had numerous screwy, nutty, and stupid doctrines who isolated his followers as best he could in order to dominate them........... and the other was David Koresh!?

    I don't know what the f___ you're talking about most of the time, old school... and honestly, I don't give a f___. I've moved on... and it's a shame that you haven't. So, with that said, find someone else to try to feed this pointless bull____ to. Thank you. and you have a great f___in day.

    I am glad you answered J___, of all the messages I sent out you are the one to respond and Thank you for that.

    But what I hear in your response is egyptian to me, you know, just denile. Ohhh, and snottiness too.

    What's your point?

    After some consideration and a little observation I think you act just like them, at least that's how some of you treat me.

    Same cottemptive dismissiveness.

    Same sarcasm.

    Same behind the scenes effort at guiding others' opinions.

    And unfortunately for you I don't expect anything different from you now.

    There has been no response yet. But he has been close to "The father's son"(from post #72 on this thread) as far as I have heard.

  4. Been thinking about this one for a bit, since reading Sirgues.... in another thread.

    I think the key for me to getting what seems like good footing for me in this area is the consideration of the fall of man.

    Without the fall there would be no death and human suffering IMO.

    With "the fall" we get death, suffering, a god (so-called) of this world, humankind that is born seperate from God by nature and a creation that is bound to groan along until some unknown future date where we have promises of a permanently better place.

    I think we may choose to believe a better place is coming. But even then, this life is all that we actually know so the promise is automatically speaking of things that can not be or is not possible now.

    Personally, I can not grasp that God and satan had a conversation about Job's suffering before it began but that's what it says.

    Personally, if I had a piece of work that I expected to be dear to me but others came along and mucked it up I would be hard pressed to imagine doing anything with it besides destroying my messed up work right away and starting over.

    If God had done the same with a creation that wasn't just a little off, but where the main players took themselves completely out of touch with the hand of creation...

    I wouldn't Be Here to either come to terms OR to beeotch about it.....

    I wouldn't be here to suffer or have hope for a better future eventually.....

    I wouldn't be here to either hope for the seemingly impossible OR settle for an existence without any spiritual values of any kind....

    Personally, things seem unbearably bleak if all that I ever have is a few years to breathe and blink out of existence without any hope of anything better.

    I can imagine a loving God allowing His creation to creak and groan on in spite of tremendous suffering in the present AS LONG AS He has something better in mind after all the wickedness, suffering, and unfairness of this life is over...At least He didn't break it down into nothingness again and start over because if He had done that I wouldn't even be here to beeotch about it.

    (edited in an attempt at clarification)

  5. I washed my former splinter group leader's (Victor Barnard's) feet once.

    He sat through it like some kind of Royalty with a stupid condecending smirk on his face.

    My then wife said to me later, I can't believe you washed his feet, looking at me like I was some kind of cretinous fool. (This was long before anybody told me he had been habitually bedding the women.)

    I looked at her and said, "I had to, his feet were dirty. :mellow: "

  6. I washed my former splinter group leader's (Victor Barnard's) feet once.

    He sat through it like some kind of Royalty with a stupid condecending smirk on his face.

    My then wife said to me later, I can't believe you washed his feet, looking at me like I was some kind of cretinous fool. (This was long before anybody told me he had been habitually bedding the women.)

    I looked at her and said, "I had to, his feet were dirty. :mellow: "

  7. In my splinter group, River Road Fellowship I remember specifically that one man falsely so-called a prophet described the return in his imagination in terms of status.

    Wierwille on top, Victor Barnard on the next tier, and in terms of our group but in my terms, :B) the biggest brain dead, suck-up, sell outs to Barnard would be next in line.

    I was of course relinquished to the fate of the anti-Christ, false prophet, heretics to be destroyed not just now but also in the future.

    The sad thing is that now I believe they are deserving of the same medicine they once felt qualified to make others suffer. :doh:

  8. The little bit I remember from The Way International about how the five-crowns teaching went down in terms of effect was that leadership had to scrub the entire line of thought because most of the Corps started acting even more competitive and selfish than The Way had already led them to be.

    I'm not positive about whether or not that was a local occurance, but it was described to me as Corps grads competing over who would get the eternal awards for the one and only new task/position that was open.

    It might not have been quite so twisted I imagine if folks weren't already too carnally competitive, but as it was it seems the five-crowns doctrine was like throwing gas on the fire.

  9. I've been doing some reading and some thinking Java.

    I don't think these pervs need to be worried about us burning any effigies. :biglaugh:

    I'm pretty sure they will go on some long diatribe to keep their mind-numbed followers in check as they doubtlessly will do, or already have. :nono5:

    Besides, our lame attempts would be so second rate compared to the fire that's obviously coming.

    (edited for the sake of clarity)

  10. Can you please clarify what you mean a bit more?

    I'll give it a shot Penworks.

    I think claiming to be holding perfection can be an ego trip because knowledge puffeth up.

    Given that I myself can be caught up in the same folly and because of having spent so much time in a group with another false Apostle who spent a lot of time spouting on about the scripture's perfection, a lot of times people who preach the innerancy of the scriptures seem to me to be traveling down an easily recognized road to me.

    Characterized by being unable to accept reasonable correction or even just reasonable considerations from another.

  11. I like it.

    Much better to be able to face it and deal.

    Much easier to keep it stuffed away out of sight.

    Much easier to write them off for the very same faults I myself have.

    Much easier to think escaping the just results of my faults somehow makes me better than them; or is it still true that in condemning them, I condemn myself.

    Much easier to not face my own demons and condemn others for the same.

    Much better to see the ugly and somehow manage to lighten that territory.

    God's foolishness is stronger than our strength.

    His judgements are just, I'm a fool if I think I get them.

    I know love and grace when it shakes me to my bones.

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  12. It's done... But not burnt, just thrown in the trash. I have other Bibles in other versions - I especially enjoy my copy of The Message. It keeps my brain from going back to Way-ville when I read. It's nice.

    I couldn't burn the thing becuase of having a very busy toddler and high winds... Didn't go well together since said toddler was velcroed to mommy and the only place I had to burn it was the grill outside.

    All chants and dances were very appreciated. Especially squirrel dances. I love those. Reminds me of the Witchdoctor song done by the Chipmunks... :)

    while I would normally never consider burning any book, I felt it necessary to rid myself of that one - it wasn't a Bible to me anymore. It was a Way Ministry research tool. When I want to sit and read from a Bible I want to be able to enjoy it from a fresh perspective without the shadow or taint to twi on the page.

    I'm glad it's gone.

    I'm glad you are moving on Java, it sounds like your journey is moving you into a better place. :eusa_clap:

    The place I found to deal with what you shared about what you are going through isn't so much that you were burning a bible, but that you have to discard all the nasty, dishonest, unloving, doublespeaking, and abusive influence that your Way International notes that happened to be in your old bible represent for you. Personally I am glad for you that The Way International didn't spoil that for you like they have for so many others.

    But I just found out that The Way has been referring to Howard Allen as Uncle Howard as of late. Back in my Way days we had only Harry Wierwille as the designated uncle of the crowd and of course we had "Uncle Harry Day" to go along with his moniker.

    The unique and healthy direction your own life has been moving lately has given me an idea. :ph34r:

    We could have a brand new day in honor of all those who have had to learn to move on, away from the perverse and twisted things that The Way International has done to the Grace of God....

    We could call it.......(drumroll)..........UNCLE HOWARD'S DAY

  13. Last night it occured to me that The Way has been known to try to ferret out the "insidious Way insiders" giving out insider info at Waydale and GSC a time or two hundred.

    Man, the stuff just keeps getting deeper and deeper.

    I'm skipping the shovel and going directly to large earth-moving equipment. :B)

    (added in editing)

    And for the record,

    I would not jump all over somebody just for holding feelings of nostalgia, because I was there once.

    Of course that was before I had been more fully informed as to beloved "Uncle Howards" real nature.

  14. Sheesh, I'm not even sure which direction to take this one on from, I'll go with both...

    There have been conclusive studies that show that people need dreams to maintain sanity.

    The bible clearly shows that dreams can be vital and even spiritual.

    So on this topic Wierwille's side was unbiblical and promoted insanity. Nice going huh?

    If I were to venture a guess I would say that Wierwille probably didn't like the "Vic is a monster type dreams" folks were having fairly regularly.

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