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  1. Under other circumstances I would not post this here, but we are down to the final hours, and I thought I would take a shot, forgive me...

    Hey guys the place may be closed by the time you read this and I do not know how to reach you...

    Babypeke1989@yahoo.com

    I love you

  2. Mark~

    That was very thoughtful. I do not know if I fought with you or not. At one point, it was very important to me that people Believed what went on at TWI. But I have moved on. There has been enough truth spoken, violations validated, (by many who were approached, raped, abused or discarded) for those who want to have their eyes opened ... to BE opened. And anyone who chooses not to see... well it is their life.

    I am not where I used to be; I am where I need to be regarding TWI. It is over for me and if I helped one person to "get out" then all the fighting has been worth it.

    God bless you and it really shows a lot about your heart to write something so honest and considerate.

  3. Yeah, I'd like a shot at 'em. Hang on let me reload...........

    Bob Moynihan who paraded my husband up as an example of unbelief and unworthyness less than 2 weeks after he died..........Fu ck you

    And for then using my family against me, playing us against each other with the foolish belief that we'd never compare notes........ditto

    You'll answer for this stuff and I think God will let me watch you take it up the butt with no lube and if God provides you enough mercy as to be allowed lube, I'm taking it when no one is looking.

    Martindale who knew my husband was dying while you were on stage doing a SNS teaching and sent a note back saying you knew this would happen 'cuz of his unruly wife...........I can't tell you how tough it's been to watch your life explode before your beedy evil eyes and not celebrate.

    The lives stolen, the spirits crushed, the souls burned alive, yup, no lube, no mercy.

    Forgiveness, I could give a shi+ but I have to so I do but wooohooooo boy you're still responsible and I look like he!! in blue so I ain't holding any breath as to your attempting to be less evil.

    Tom Mu!!ins of Arkansas leadership who told me my eldest daughter was almost ready for you..............you have a daughter, I hope she's safe and no fat slobby pervert leader was fool enough to let that kind of crap fall outa his face to your face. Or I wish she was able to avoid it.

    Those of you who ignored my children when I had finally reached a place to have to escape your nastiness, then still refused to see it even when it was spelled out for you............can't tell ya what I'm thinking, it's too ugly.

    Bitter, me? Oh indeed. But risen to a better place, yes. Still carry your ugly in my heart, sometimes.

    The relationships rotted before my eyes cuz the lies still hold a place in the others' hearts; you're responsible. My oldest daughters addictions that I begged you for help with and you told me she was as worthless as her dead father, God forbid your child ever lives with such pain or you as the parent have to look that bad crap in the eyeballs and get no support while you watch your child die a little each day.

    All of this is just as much my responsibility as it is yours and I'll live with that.

    But at least I can

    It hurts me just to read what they did to you but I am blessed to see your guts at making this impact statement. Maybe it will wake up a few souls still caught in the web. I love you and am proud of you to tell it like it is. (((Shellon))) :eusa_clap:

    Through the years, some of the tares here among the wheat, tried to make us feel badly for saying we felt badly... As if our real words of what really happened would serve no purpose or perhaps worse "hurt the entity of TWI" as if that were a special sin...

    It is in that glass bubble, that snow filled orb of pretend life one shakes at Christmas to see the fake snow fall on the gas pumps, they have prevailed and it is in the hard facts of the heartless, mean-spirited evil revealed in accounts such as yours who will shatter the glass bubble.... Spilling out the little farm, the liquid snow and the counterfiet "happy-life" they try to put forward. Thank you for your guts, to reach yet someone else out there, in the final days of GSC, with truth... Ugly, hurtful, honest, gut-wrenching, pulse stopping truth about the evil beast called TWI.

    I applaud you.

  4. What about it...

    I wish I could reach back in time and hug you! What a horrible experience. I am so sorry that someone pretending to speak for God would say something that unloving... They were just horrible people, they are the ones in this verse, honey:

    Mathew 7:23

    New International Version (©1984)

    Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!'

  5. Hey Peter J:

    I heard about you back in the day~ when I first took PFAL in 1972 So, I also am an Oldie (but Goodie). It is nice to see you here recognizing all that Greasespot has offered to expose truth.

    Hats off to Pawtucket! Thanks for all your hard work!

    Thanks to each and every person who has given us a piece to the puzzle! I praise God for all of you!

  6. IMHO

    To all the A-holes at TWI past and present~

    You lied to me about God. You used his name to promote yourselves, to rape women, molest children, steal money, condemn people for having any healthy thoughts, you turned good hearted people into robots or broke them until they could not walk, but had to crawl, because you cut the legs out from under them. You hijacked love and truth and linked it to the disease of hatred and lies.

    You perverted scripture to promote yourselves and your corporate machine.

    You are the reason for the third commandment not taking the Lord’s name in vain...… "Do not use God to take people to nothing or to promote evil"…

    You had no fruit on your vines just rancid garbage that you doctored up and tried to convince the youth of America it was wholesome and that God wanted us to try it and once we took a bite, you pushed us into servitude, worshiping YOU the machine who cranked out “little god people” who then went out and taught others how to hate, to hurt people, and to just be down right crazy and mean.

    I thank God that not all of us learned how to use people and some of us took the pain you caused and decided to help others prevail in life. Some of us really loved Jesus Christ and learned that he loved us in spite of you. And when all is said and done I would hate to be anyone of you who have proclaimed to love God but knew him not. For all your talk about demonic activity you never recognized you were a promoter of evil ~ being deceived and deceiving others yourselves.…

    I would rather be a “grease spot" by midnight in your eyes ~ and be loved by the true God any day of the week!… You have not the love of God for you knew him not, neither have you worshiped him, but you have bowed your knee to Baal and have incorporated him into your “religion” and have set out to hurt and maim people God loves.… You have tried to disfigured “God” by your perversions.… Well, God is still God and you have only succeeded in revealing your own ugliness... I may not be perfect but ~ Woe unto you in the final count down of your lives….

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