excathedra

i'm not a movie star?

thanks friends. not sure what we're talking about. but i'm leaving that there under my little avatar because i want to somehow say it or announce it to "my" world lol

and rottiegirl, that pic of mine is one that i chose because ginger tea told me i should have one. so i picked one from some generic page of little faces

i don't want to be kind and forgiving to the frikkin nutcase bastud who did this!

i think perhaps we're all talking a little bit about a little bit of different things

i have zero bad feelings toward any poster in this thread

i saw michelle on dr. phil (not a fan) and she seemed kind of "slow" mentally to me

i was touched heartbroken.... that she is leaving her son "be" because she doesn't want to disrupt his life and the loving (i think adoptive) parents he has only really known

anyway i don't know all the damn details, but none of us know what is really in the heart of people, save god.... i guess that includes you and me

love,ex

i hope she finds peace and i certainly don't begrudge her some physical comforts whatever

a very astute female lawyer (of hers i guess) was blown away by michelle and her wanting to do nothing but help others oh here i go, shut up ex ;)

well at least you did finally listen

would love to respond and discuss this too tired

"It took all the strength I had not to fall apart...."

- you are so strong, roy

"As long as I know how to love, I know I'm still alive!"

you ARE alive my friend roy

something else i'm thinking about roy. i can't remember the bible verses but i'm sure someone here does -- our lord jesus christ came to heal the broken hearted, the down and outers, the outcasts, the people that don't "fit" -- like ME, like schizophrenics -- there is a day coming when we will be TOTALLY healed and happy -- but until then we have to try and go on because our lord wants us to and i don't understand the part about "by his stripes we've BEEN healed"? i think that refers to the future because this life mostly sucks. but he's with us all the time, you know? love you

did you click on my link above?

here's another one (same movie) but it helps me a lot :)

oh dear roy, i pray for you a lot. tomorrow is the 7th. i guess you don't have the money for a cab to group? can anyone give you a lift? walking 3-4 hours just sounds like too much. i'm 57 and i couldn't do it. and i haven't had strokes or anything like that. i wish i had comfort and advice to give you. you are such a strong individual

love,

ex

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=p5jfH7zuMFM

ps. i hope michelle knight makes tons of money from her book

this is the little quote next to my name

do you realize when this young lady went to wierwille for help and felt like killing herself

he told her this? I'LL SHOW YOU WHAT'S GOOD ABOUT BEING ALIVE

she would feel good about being alive having sex with him????????????????????????

this makes me beyond disgusted and beyond despair

i'm giving this song to my mom on mother's day this coming sunday along with a love letter

well where the heck was i? i never heard any of this, but i did try to catch up on some zzzzzzz's "in residence"

the critical question is was there beer?

thank you rocky. the only reason i sometimes can't read these things - except in little bittie pieces - is because it takes me back to where i am still afraid to go at times

twinky, if this is an "american" thing i'm even prouder to be one

i say kudos to this gal and may it help her healing and many many others who are out there

love,ex

ps. years ago (but not that many) children who were assaulted molested beaten ravaged, etc., by their parents, uncles aunts priests teachers counselors coaches police etc. etc. etc. etc. KEPT THEIR MOUTHS SHUT

i thank God and our lord Jesus Christ that this has been changing

is this locked or did it get moved?

so sorry never mind

having known mick especially (hugs and more hugs) and then paddy i have to tell you these were really really good people. look forward to heaven and hanging out xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

and we shared the cake and the punch blah blah blah

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i forget about window washing i think we did it on lightbearers and made a good buck

one of my dear friends in the way corps became very wealthy takin' it to the streets lol

after he graduated and i was on my interim year, he asked me to send him a bucket and squeegie (sp?) from the housekeeping closet so he get started and then he mailed it back to me later

i was in a group wedding but i didn't marry the group. we all wanted the man of god barf barf to officiate at our wedding but he couldn't do them all so we were married around the pond with our own special aisle etc. it was kind of nice. my mother and father came to give me away (to the way lol) and our best friends were our best man and maid of honor. getting ready with all these brides was weird even though we had our own "station" with makeup and hair, etc. most brides would not think of sharing their day

with all due respect, who gives a .....

ministry what ministry?

6 off the top of my head

never mind

never mind i misunderstood

yes i believe that is what gave me heebie jeebies. reviewing it, right at around 7:53 min. wierwille popped up and the song at that moment was "i will worship you" - just freaked me out. but most of it is a beautiful tribute to people i loved so much

and yes many others

life sucks sometimes a lot of times looking forward to the future

take it easy. do you know how many people went over the f'ing edge because they were talked into momentus?

i'm not here to judge lynn, geer or even wierwille, but i, as others, am free to have an opinion

i don't begrudge who the heck you pray for

i think we're supposed to even pray for enemies - correct me if i'm wrong