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I was in Family 11…given my Roman Catholic upbringing which can make for a very sensitive conscience and the fact that I was so freaked-out-numbed by wierwille’s pajama party / porn video extravaganza – I was pretty much oblivious to any hanky panky going on…but there were a few times Tonto would make mention to me of suspecting certain couples of having an extramarital affair – and I would quickly blow it off in sort of a wierwille-esque-the-love-of-god-thinketh-no-evil-mind-numbing attitude - which probably complemented some Roman Catholic ghost in the machine psychological defense mechanism to safeguard my mind against feelings and thoughts that were too difficult to cope with…Speaking now from a perspective of having removed the wierwille-colored-glasses I don’t doubt there was hanky panky going on but to what extent I don’t know, because that was something that flew under my erroneously calibrated radar at the time…I don’t mean to come across like I thought was a goody two shoes since I never have cheated on my wife – but I guess I appreciate the moral code I grew up with – but more importantly I’m glad I left TWI while I still had a conscience…I’m human and just think the promiscuous and unprincipled mentality toward sexual matters that wierwille promoted to the way corps can wear anyone down if they stick around long enough…you play with fire you’re going to get burnt sooner or later.