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Is that really him or the photo? Or just a comment on his fashion tastes? now if it were lcm at wal-mart.. it would make PERFECT sense to me..

to watch ones existence going down some kind of cosmic toilet.. I suppose the realization can be scary as hell.. but not to worry. *we* will eventually surface, somewhere..

about the best I've come up with in hard situations, is to look the other individual(s) in the eye, any ask, "where do we go from here.." if there is no *we*.. fine. sorry about all of this.. my best friend suggested I have (at least a HINT) of asperger's .. it was far worse when I was younger.. I can't (or I really can) imagine what it is like to try to connect with a rapidly disappearing group to agree and Blindly support me..

and they can't hear or see the steam-roller heading in their very very own direction.. I've seen it heading in mine.. but that is life, isn't it? I'm "lucky(?)".. heh. I've had the advanced notice, or paid enough attention to it, to try to find a place to jump out of the way.. and even with that, there are no guarantees.. that was part of the agreement for this existence? If you can remember making it.. no guarantees.. we are destined to fix our own junk when it quits.. or die trying.. maybe its really time for a new appliance.. I'd say more, but.. so.. in all of this super competitiveness and competition.. did jl ever get da motorcoach of his dreams? tell me it isn't so.. figure.. he has to "win" about what.. 150-200 marketers to make it work.. maybe even more now.. the sad thing.. how many "partners" have they thrown away at this point.. now they are feeding on themselves.. and that is the "crisis".. they are devouring their very own selves.. maybe that's the weeping and gnashing of teeth the bible speaks of.. longing for better days.. and needing a toothpick to remove the remnant of a colleague from between one's teeth.. No guarantees. I don't expect it from anyone, or anything.. it is too much to ask, or demand of anyone..

very interesting.. so it's been (too many to count) years since I left. And not one Representative of da way, have I heard from. Perhaps I should be thankful.. last year, I failed to claim a tax credit. The GOVERNMENT actually took the time, the computer wherewithal, and a genuine first class postage stamp, to search ME out.. what is wrong here? I thought the government was Evil. Didn't give a damn about the "ordinary" folk.. I don't want this to end up in politics and such. but when a nameless, faceless government has more regard for an individual, than da way of holiness.. where do we go, from here..?

I think they actually landed on a farm in the Louisiana swamp.. somewhere in Smith County, I think..

they didn't even ask me where I stood.. with administration policies or any such nonsense, before giving me some consideration here.. scary, isn't it? :)

wow.. has it really been close to five years since the next to next to the next to last post here? Seems like yesterday..

Welcome So Crates.. consider yourself lucky when I pass from this world.. they will figure out some way to infiltrate the after-life to collect from me as well.. might be a running joke with me.. but I think they've figured it out. Find an absolute Devil of a student loan collector, and an absolute Saint. Give them both strict orders to collect from me, before shooting both of them in the head.. Anyway.. welcome to the Cafe.. I hope the service here is pleasant.. *waiter, waiter.. forget the coffee. a glass of Merlot for my friend..*..