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I am generally a very nice (probably too nice sometimes) person... I make excuses for a lot of bad behavior and stupidity among people. I dislike thinking badly about others, especially those who are involved in twi. After all, I was involved in it. I did horrible things to my family with the best of motivations. I just wanted to serve God. I just wanted to do good. But that was ten years ago. Ten years ago the scales started to fall off my eyes. My response? Increase my commitment. Ignore the alarm bells. Go Way Disciple. And not just any version of Way Disciple.... I was an HQ Way Disciple I haven't been entirely truthful about myself on this forum. I have never said that I was on Staff at HQ. In fact, I have denied it, and related my stories from the perspective of a friend of someone at HQ. Why? Because I was afraid that those who were my friends might shut me out. That if they knew I posted here they wouldn't hear my own testimony of what twi was - that I would be branded as possessed. But you know what? It's been ten years. People who are still in that corrupt organization, defending it, posting about it on Facebook, actively "witnessing" about its greatness are willfully ignorant of the truth of how bad and evil TWI is. I was that way, too. It's why I went Way Disciple. It's why I accepted the assignment at HQ. It's why I stayed for an extra year after I already knew firsthand the misery that is life at HQ. It's why I stayed and finished that second year even though I cried every time I was alone and free to show emotion. I didn't want to see the truth. But if you are STILL in after all this time, and you are STILL in pain, or if you have just become numb to it, it's because you choose to do so. I'm not talking to new people. I am not talking to those who have family involved and are afraid to lose their families. But anyone else? You are in a hell of your own making. And at this point it is on you. I can't help anymore.