Ham

Oh no. I heard it differently.. st. peter examined his records, his life.. and st andrew (or whoever was the then assistant) said.. well, look. He gave a buck to a beggar once.. St. Peter says.. lets give the b*stard a refund.. honestly, all I see here.. is an argument to excuse men (? and don't include ME in this..) behaving badly.. one more excuse.. "it's da PEOPLE.." sound "biblically* familar? yep.. it's not ME.. it's da PEOPLE..

I dunno. Reading emotion is almost like seeing through water.. *Mr* Iam. why do you persist in masking this nonsense with a bunch of mystic mumbo-jumbo? just a question.. seems rather obvious you have something at stake in this little as you might portray it "squabble".. what might that be..

well.. we do the best we can friend..

maybe.. vp is what it is that defines pain.. I wish I were.. the pain in the foot I thought I should be.. maybe that was the real quote here..

so.. its going to take bigger than *me*..

things here.. are becoming infinitely more competitive.. do you, or would you want to come back, or no? I dunno how much I would want to.. I'd have to (easily) beat the snot out of some fawning, wanabe.. scary, cosmic thoughts here.. please ignore if it just looks like a bunch of crap.. what I like about this place.. maybe I shouldn't say.. but we are all the same.. I dunno. But any existence here, has to be run by a few committees. sorry for the weirdness. I hope it makes some sense to somebody..

this existence.. lets be polite. heh does it even want me.. fine by me either way.. fair question though, isn't it? :)

lessee what the inhabitants say..

when the time lords get him, he will wish you DID kill him.. the second doctor.. didn't indulge in sex with fawning followers.. somehow he survived into the second, third, fourth incarnation.. I wonder what da victoid thinks at the moment..

that's twice I see a reference to anger here. First, angry people.. then an angry post.. personally, I didn't read any anger in either case..

no, wrong guess.. it isn't a BIG paradise. It's a small one.. Camelot is well over-rated.. too boring.. no rain until after sunset?? No..

yeah it's nuts.. I'm looking for paradise on earth. don't let my little expectations stand in da way.. sowie.. yes I guess I'll always have to be .. living in a fantasy.. that's the way its got to be, from now on.. the next song would "blow your mind..".. I'll spare you..

Its OK with me..

I dunno. Does the place even exist? just a thought.. maybe its somebody's else dream I'm trying to figure out..

heh.. so we still have butts, but no asses.. whoo hoo.. da squirrel got his wish.. I'll be well behaved here, I won't abuse da priviledge..

Very well perhaps.. :)

Sorry, I don't know what to say.. I don't know how to describe all of this.. but when I was very young, I saw it.. it might just be "nuts".. but there was a literal pile of money in a dream.. but it was all small denominations.. what is this? not enough to get rich, by any means.. there is one person I would like to ask about this dream.. probably won't happen..

shock? well.. they keep trying that and all.. shock politicks.. shock talk shows.. maybe its just evolution.. things seem to be getting harder, one month after the last.. but I had a dream when I was young.. it was a mountain of pennies, dimes and quarters.. all I could carry away.. so I will never starve, but I really don't see how I can ever be rich.. it was a dream.. anybody have a similar dream?

hmmm.. why would he.. because he has lower morals than us human, faulted creatures? if that's what some want to "promote".. why should I stand in the way?

ha! that should be the sentence.. to grad school...

all I want is.. no, not just to have some fun.. what do I want.. a friggin master's degree.. It all was just designed to be plain friggin hard.. no, I'm not complaining.. if everybody in the stinking world could have it, it wouldn't be worth a whole heck of a lot..

I had a "savior".. offered me Math 632.. and now the illusion dissolves.. where do we go from here.. so what do I do.. I drop back from Math 632, to Math 593.. well.. what's another semester, if I can pull it off.. hope this makes sense to somebody here..

so where do we go from here.. we have people who *really* didn't ask for this.. human beings. personally, I didn't ask for this either.. sorry, I shouldn't say much more. ah yes. so at the end of the semester.. I still need Math 632. Yeah, wierwille is still up their rear end.. sad, yes.

No, its not..

I dunno Excie.. some don't seem to get it.. if mr, or mrs IAM woke up with a manogawd up their private parts.. maybe they'd get it.. in a spiritual sense that is the case here though. I don't know if I would call it "worse".. twenty, thirty, forty years later.. and *he(?) is still up their rear.. yeah, its worse..