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Yeah. The last meeting I had with this whatever he was.. In a high squeaky voice.. no joke.. his wife sounded like a baritone compared to him.. "If I were you, I'd spill my guts. We KNOW something is wrong with you.. let's hear it.." and he was MINDLESS. He didn't have a clue.. he grasping at straws, trying to figure out who the "troublemaker" was in his limb.. who was standing in front of the great prevailing power of gawd, who was just begging to send new people our way to be confronted into oblivion.. I said.. "hmmm. OK.. let me think about it, I'll get back with you." He looked like he got a punch in the stomach.. "duhhhh, wellll, OK... that's a good idea.. ummmm.." at that very moment.. I saw that I was had.. had by false threats and promises.. had by a group of madmen, for YEARS..

Sincerely, I'd like to give thanks, for rosie, loy, and the bod, for their remarkable insight, in sending this numbnut to my state, and helping me to see the truth for what it in reality is..

I think he was "special corps". one of the special, the few, the brave, the foolhardy.. maybe one of the requirements for his assignment was to huff a prescribed amount of glue.. "Ladies and Gentlemen, welcome your leadership for 20XX".. but his wife.. was a "FOX" with a capital F... and if anybody had the brains in the family, it was her.. Even at the time, I wondered if loy put them together, knowing she'd be able keep track of him.. "now honey, we put our LEFT foot in the LEFT shoe.." I honestly couldn't see what she saw in him.. I had my suspicions and at time doubts.. but when they sent this guy out on the field.. I finally saw I was following a boatload of lunatics..

he had a dull, dumb, content look on his face, as he fondly described his bread and vegetables.. no joke.. I thought at the time, if I handed him a loaf of italian bread or a bagel, he'd start petting it.. sowy.. no idea what got me on this.. He was a mini-loy. I can see loy and him together in residence, spending quality time.. "we eat our bread, we do not pet it, mini-me.."

probably when they said "release to us Barabbas". Let em go.. a charismatic leader ya know.. really "moved da word" in Israel. Kinda like "let's let loy off da hook.." "or vic".. or "he who walks in darkness, but never mixes his bread and vegetables". Oh.. that was my last limb coordinator's claim to fame. The mixing of bread and vegetables part that is. That's what they taught him in da corps ya know. Really.. no joke. you know. Mark and avoid someone with honest questions or doubts.. have a stalk of celery.. defame another brother in christ.. have some green beans.. but no bread. His way of averting gastrointestinal disaster.. and people think I'm nutty.. How they could ordain someone with the intellectual acumen of a third grader.. and the common sense of a lemming, in charge of a whole state and then region.. well, that's "der vey" in a nutshell.. he's probably on the prez's cabinet now..

well, they say old cheese is the best.. :) but who's letting it get older? It's not my cheese. Belongs to der vey.. let them come and claim it. It's smelling worse every day..

Of course, those who were close to the top who confronted anybody about this.. look what happened to Ra*ph D.. Other people were told "it's none of your business".. Here.. I'll try for you Bumpy. "*mr* linder, a formal statement is being requested by the Squirrel as to the nature of these allegations. Please infom rosie that we demand a formal statment as to the number of "affairs" the old pres had, along with acts of abuse and cruelty, the number of "affairs" and acts of abuse that occured under her watch, why to this day der vey refuses to acknowledge to true cause of death of it's founder, why the founder participated in fraud and documented plagiarism, how many alleged druggings and rapes she may have aware of, etc.. etc.." and an answer to the ALLEGATIONS based on others observations of the nature of the relationship between the current pres and the last pres's (ex?) wife. why in God's name.. you think you own the copyright to one of Jesus's names.. Oh.. and why "they" tried pegging the failures of da ministry on others, and more specifically, the Squirrel, saying "we KNOW something is wrong here.." when the evil they sought was merely in their own laps.. we're just getting warmed up with a few innocent little questions. No big deal. I'm sure *they* will be along shortly.. Maybe they'll send rico with a letter or something.. unless someone else is in charge of the nuts and pea soup department now..

"your Honor. I object.. my client is not a criminal. He hasn't been convicted.."

So.. if I get in a REALLY REALLY good disguise, rob a dozen banks.. mug more than several influential people in the community.. if I'm not convicted.. it's not a crime. Makes perfect sense. They couldn't charge me with a crime to begin with. They'd have to have a conviction before they could even arraign me.. Maybe I'm in the wrong profession..

Thanks friend.. well, I hope he didn't find the new year in the bottom of a bottle of Drambuie..

Another thing.. how do the gear followers really feel about gears tainted past, as far as his association with herr vicmeister? Do they feel that: 1. He is a *reformed* enabler of a sex, power, and drambuie crazed madman.. 2. Despite vic's glowing errors, somehow, he has managed to find a few good things to hold up as vic's "legacy".. 3. or.. that he is der man o gawd to da world, the true succesor to vic's "throne".. 4. Or.. and the BIG question.. what kind of response does one get, putting these kind of questions to der supposed man o gawd.. "do we have to go over this AGAIN (as if *we* did, even once to begin with..)???!!! That was OVER TWENTY YEARS AGO!!!! What POSSIBLE RELEVANCE (I can think of some) can this POSSIBLY have with gawd's TRUTH that you oughter stand with ME???!!!"

And all of this about "caring" for vic's legacy.. vic's "ministry".. is is just POSSIBLE all of the pop shenanigans were more of a self-servicing nature? Could it be, with the downfall of her vicster's clean "christian" image to the masses, gear himself would be labelled as one of the enablers? Makes sense to me.. I think he only put off the inevitable..

"filling gear in on where his head was at.." I think what's written are the few "pleasant" times he had with der vicmeister. What is so noticeably absent in gears "epistle".. any admission of guilt of abuse from the said mogster.. details about how he was so abusive to gear's wife.. although it is alluded to.. the SEX.. and BOOZING.. and you name it.. "gawd, I was a twisted sob.." I wonder how much he really told gear.. and the "poor" vicster.. so "concerned" about the way "his" ministry was heading.. I think he knew- he "trained" his "men".. they were taking der ministry in the same direction as he himself.. he complained about their carnality, lack of supposedly listening to da spirit of gawd.. well.. duh. He raised them like that, didn't he? How more CARNAL and FLESHLY and DEVILISH can a person get.. than to use the BIBLE to excuse and condone adultery- to receive worldly pleaure from God's own sheep.. and his men towed the company line, followed in his footsteps. along comes j.s.'s little paper on adultery.. gear labels it unclean, and anyone who reads it possessed.. spoke outright LIES.. said it tries to invalidate vic's work.. promotes the trinity.. I wonder if he really read it. What a mess. The only high profile leader I personally know of that came out of that mess still has his marbles intact is Ra*ph D.. I can't say the same for the ces crowd..

And I hope it was a good one. :)

oh, and don't forget- *mr* capone gave away a good number of doughnuts..

7.) Do you go to other boards? well.. I went to a squirrel haters board once. My sign in name? "Secret Squirrel". no kidding.. I didn't act obnoxious or anything.. I just wanted to see if they had a sense of humor.

I dunno. If innies turn here for "news about der vey.." must be making SOME kinda difference..

1.) Why do you come here? I think the main reason is entertainment. Mostly to give. Sometimes I can almost hear people laugh. 2.) Why do you stray? If you meant stay, probably because I haven't gotten kicked out of the place again.. 3.) What would it take for you to leave? probably treatment worse than I got in the way. They were pretty nasty, and I managed to stay for over twenty years. 4.) Why do you post here or read these treads? mainly.. same answer as number one. Unless things are of a more serious nature. 5.) What area do you post in the most? I'd post in "just plain ludicrous" at times. Paw doesn't have such a subforum, so I usually post in about der vey.. 6.) Are the area's you do not look at? I don't look in politics and tacks but about once a month. I think I only have two posts there. 7.) Do you go to other boards? no. This is one of the few places in the world that MOST of the other people can understand me.. 8.) Do you take breaks from this place from time to time? I took a break for about a year once, swore I'd never come back.. 9.) Do you come here less than you did in the beginning? No 10.) What do you think of these questions? you ask a lot of questions..

I really think.. you have to go through so much competition, at least one big committee.. the "next" life.. you've made so many different agreements, it doesn't even resemble the one before.. and there are no guarantees, even from the "committee".. "you VERY LIKELY will NOT remember any of this.." but some of us do.. I'd say more, with the right kind of prompting.. heheh. probably the wrong forum.. hey.. this is entertainment at it's best. Watch the Squirrel chase it's tail on a beautiful Sunday night..

I for one believe in reincarnation. I know.. it's as illogical as believing that people rise from the dead.. it's been what.. twenty two years.. and I'm looking for another dumbass charismatic, thieving and unoriginal character about twenty some years old claiming to have "da verd as it hath not been-a-known since der first century".. Maybe the point is.. maybe we play out these same mindless scenarios, one lifetime after another.. well.. if you're gonna live forever, what else does one have to do to keep from getting bored? somewhere along the line though, I think the "games" have become rather "serious"..

I really think.. the only or main thing "different" today.. With today's economy in the state it is.. they won't be able to sit back in their ivory houses, while moolah pours in by the bucket.. They are gonna have to take their show on the road.. and be even MORE convincing, to get their next meal, or bottle of bourbon.. it's gonna be like the "good old days"..

but one thing twi counted on.. that when they simply wadded up and threw away those who they no longer wanted or needed.. that they'd just "go away". Wouldn't cause any trouble.. wouldn't seek retribution, or anything.. Yep.. just leave "in peace".. "warmed, and filled.." or threatened.. that's nice. Where does one go.. oh, maybe let's just go to some kind of offshoot.. let's just find a little corner of the world where we can crouch, and not be any kind of embarassment.. I know at least ONE innie that prayed that prayer when they saw me in a public place.. turned their friggin back.. literally. "omg, it's HIM.. GAWD.. don't let HIM see me.." and I wasn't even such a bad guy in the organization.. I'm really too nice to people.. I coulda really wreaked havoc in this person's life if I wanted to.. "do you realize that the person you trust with your professional lives here is indeed a member of a cult I used to *belong* to?" At the time, I felt the (very) LITTLE good the person was doing outside of der ministry deserved slightly better.. despite the snubbing I received at the time..

I think what a lot of people don't know or can understand.. the past really does own us, just as we do the past, the good, the bad, the indifferent.. the REAL ugly.. not a week goes by I don't remember some damn stupid thing I did or said to some SOUL in my deranged way days.. or some equally deranged counsel or advise or accusation I was on the wrong end of.. "no big deal. heck it was TWENTY years ago.." really? "oh, it was just a bad choice.." was it? The past has a lot more relevance than what some people may be willing to admit. Maybe you just don't understand the person you think is just "whining".. I remember one of the selling points for the class. "well, money can be replaced. Time cannot.. it's just a piddly 85 bucks.." The claim is NOT true.. the lost money can't exactly be "replaced". does that mean I'm wallowing in self pity? No... all it means is if I personally have anything to do with it.. "they" won't do it to me again, or a loved one that I know and have any influence with. Oh yes.. "they" courted my own offspring.. trying to get them into their web of "superiority" and intrigue.. I had a few words. Not cruel.."of COURSE they are being *nice* to you. How else can they get the yoke on you?" One thing I can say.. they ended up having a lot more sense than the old man.. "get over it.. it was twenty nine years ago.." sorry, that was just as much "me" back then that is "me" today.. I might be "nicer" about it, but I feel the same way as Rascal.. They've used and tossed away a whole generation of "believers".. without as much as a feigned apology.. and now they'd like a few from the new generation to work on? Not anyone I know.. if I have anything to do with it.. I talked with counsellors when I enrolled in the big university here.. very interesting. "well, why did you wait so long to do what you're really good at in life.." I gave them a few answers.. "ever hear of "da way"?" yeah.. busy building an organization.. running meetings, stringing chairs, working a second rate job..

Maybe that's the similarity you notice Seth. Would explain the behavior, and the fishy smell. Just take out the "Irish" part. Don't want to start a riot here..

I wonder how many local clubs really know what they are "partnershipping" with..