cheranne

i think what hurt the most in the end was my bible,after a few years after i left twi i got it out and blew off

the dust,tried to get into a simple local church and the spiritual warfare would just go thru the roof,constant

battle!

My therapist held on to it for me because it was driving me crazy,like a road map with WTF directions .

One day and we had been thru hell and back (my therapist and i)I wanted my bible back and she said are you

sure about that?..................................long silence. yes

So i just held it quietly,then slowly flipped thru pages,all the markings standing in hilights like scars,and i

said "this is the word of God"and ripped it to shreads.papers flying EVERYWHERE,I couldn't stop,couldn't hear,

think and broke something glass ,then cut my wrist,so she is on the phone to get the ambulance pronto,while

in my head i am thinking of jumping out a window,(whew,what a day)

So the story gets longer but that is what happened because i had a hard time expressing anger,i let it build

up til it exploded ,i am just glad it wasn't a gun to my head.

I have a new bible now.

watch the News today

what about an1800#.

My safe house was joining the ARMY. a BIG price and sacrifice to transition,til i slipped up and became a

miltary wow,but when i left twi for the last time i had a decent job and a roof over my head.

the 5 fab go under a witness protection plan .....to be continued

does paul vergillio have a music web site? anyone know?

it effected our entire family,,my children were not raised in twi,but i wanted them to know and believe in GOD

and we did the church thing when they were little and prayer was always important ,but i would never make them

feel outcast if they later wanted to be in a religon or not in anything.

i think if i had never been in twi,i would have just been a laid back catholic and woudn't have had so many freakin

questions .

The hand that rocks the cradle is extremely an influence on the child. We want the best for our children even when

we are not sure what s best for us.

We lost our first child and for the longest time i thought it was because we walked away from twi,lots of spiritual

warfare coming out of this cult,no exit counciling back then either just kinda fix yourself up the best you could and

move on but,this is something you just can't sweep under the carpet of your mind,not if you want true healing from

false teaching, the fact of the matter is God always knew my heart.

i went to their music site,i always like them BUT that song 'I am a leaf gave me the creeps listening to it after resurfacing,the whole

way tree thing !!!ugh

LOL-that would be perfect.

But seriously-does anyone besides me think that Kelsey Grammar (Frasier) looks like Loy?

yep

This by Escher -------------->>>

while FREE BIRD plays.

EXCELLENT!

It would be a broken door that has no door handle.

The lack of a door knob symbolizes how once through the door there is no escape.

The broken door symbolizes the doors we had to break down to leave. We all have external and internal doors.

good choice ex70houston,i found this......are you from houstoN?

maybe off topic, but as long as we are talking fat men like mikey moore ... is it true that lcm swelled up for a period after athletes of the spirit? Somewhere I heard he became rather large, perhaps from the stress of prosecution ...

I haven't followed the whole thread, but maybe it could all be done with the Rocky Horror Picture Show characters ...

Okay then......how about the guy that did KILL BILL?

"When you meet the friendliest people you have ever known, who introduce you to the most loving group of people you've ever encountered, and you find the leader to be the most inspired, caring, compassionate and understanding person you've ever met, and then you learn that the cause of the group is something you never dared hope could be accomplished, and all of this sounds too good to be true it probably is too good to betrue!"

Jeannie Mills

I'd like to see a statue of a big tongue.

(Like the one on that old Stones album cover.)

There would be a plaque at its base with the following inscription:

Lo shanta shanta bo banta

Bananna fana fo fanta

Fee fie mo manta---shanta

HERE IT IS.

I'd like to see a statue of a big tongue.

(Like the one on that old Stones album cover.)

There would be a plaque at its base with the following inscription:

Lo shanta shanta bo banta

Bananna fana fo fanta

Fee fie mo manta---shanta

hhaahahahahaahha..............still laughing..hhahahahah see my slide show on

CULT AWARENESS DAY.

Thank you everyone who has been keeping camden in prayer. Even the ones who don't

post!

Camden went to Hershey childrens hospital today to see a Dr. about his abnormal liver

The doctor is going to do a liver biopsy on him in 2 weeks,to see how to furture treat him.

Meanwhile the good news is his copper levels are normal, so they have ruled out wilsons

disease. Has autoimunne hepitisis from the liver problem(noncontagious)

Still waiting for eeg to test seizures,,and autism evaluation(the waiting list is a long one!

Poor thing he was so scared in his little hospital gown with cartoon tigers on it(he thought

they were going to take 13 viles of blood again) thank you all so much for your prayers.

if you could make a video for mtv about twi,what would it look like,what would the song be?i thought the hiway to hell would be good. with warning signs of thread "what would you do" followed bythe burning man!

Gary Busey is a good suggestion for VPW...I also think that John Voight or Anthony Hopkins would do well in the role....LCM?...I liike John Turturro.

Hopkins gets my vote! lcm?hhmmmm the dancing queen.

if you could make a video for mtv about twi,what would it look like,what would the song be?

i thought the hiway to hell would be good. with warning signs of thread "what would you do" followed by

the burning man!

HERE S MORE

if you could make a video for mtv about twi,what would it look like,what would the song be?i thought the hiway to hell would be good. with warning signs of thread "what would you do" followed bythe burning man!

If one wants to "move the WORD" supposedly like the old man..

why doesn't one just go start a "twig" somewhere..

see how it really works.

See IF it really works.

Hold a job.. rent a house or apartment somewhere..

actually "witness" to those around you..

see if you've REALLY got the power you think..

I really don't think participating in a hold your hand second rate summer outreach program in a little known offspring somehow "gives you the power"..

if one calls that "real life".. I don't have the proper words to describe my opinion.

:)

All of these little thoughts are just a warm up.. I haven't really even gotten started yet..

i agree,there should be a LAW prohibting this ,maybe we should make cult awareness ribbons,stickers and go to washington.

That good one george! How about we put that one on the hiway leading to New Knoxville Ohio

and to make it more realistic we decorate the highway with uprooted trees and skulls saying

"you'll be sorrrrrry"

here are some ideas

I think I'd make an enormous statue-monument of a bottle of snake oil with a simple inscription at it's base:

DON'T

That good one george! How about we put that one on the hiway leading to New Knoxville Ohio

and to make it more realistic we decorate the highway with uprooted trees and skulls saying

"you'll be sorrrrrry"

i am still thinking i like to think we found freedom,and chains were broken

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then i thought about a bunch of chairs with people stringing them in a row and at the other side

people having a party because they are free!

But i like doojabs idea about the tower of destruction and escape!!

IF you were to design a cult survivour memorial,what would it look like,what would it say?

i am still thinking i like to think we found freedom,and chains were broken

as the doobie brothers said "Jesus is just allright with me'