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linzee i am so glad he did good things for you and your dear child and parents and i also thank you for understanding i think you know i mean this love you

happy anniversary to a couple who seems really terrific!!! hearts and love

that little pic of the "thumbs down" the adversary put that there i didn't

"Do you feel you have the right to honor your needs and wants, and treat them as important ?" sorry i'll get back to you on this [This message was edited by excathedra on August 21, 2002 at 4:48.]

oldies you can be very rude

about how you feel about wierwille

hi abi !! this is a wonderful discussion as a child i felt "destined" for something really great, i wonder what that was all about

oh stevo do jump in i so value your sweetwildsoul

Music by Elton John Lyrics by Bernie Taupin album: Songs From The West Coast Oh, it's carnival night And they're stringing the lights around you Hanging paper angels Painting little devils on the roof Oh the furnace wind Is a flickering of wings about your face In a cloud of incense Yea, it smells like Heaven in this place I can't eat, can't sleep Still I hunger for you when you look at me That face, those eyes All the sinful pleasures deep inside Tell me how, you know now, the ways and means of getting in Underneath my skin, Oh you were always my original sin And tell me why, I shudder inside, every time we begin This dangerous game Oh you were always my original sin A dream will fly The moment that you open up your eyes A dream is just a riddle Ghosts from every corner of your life Up in the balcony All the Romeo's are bleeding for your hand Blowing theater kisses Reciting lines they don't understand

chat can be good and chat can be very hurtful

thanks 84 for sharing of yourself. i can relate am i of high value to "myself" i know i'm extremely valuable to my child, being a mom is probably my greatest asset, but is that because self sacrifice comes so easily to me? high value to MYSELF let's put it this way -- A LOT more than i used to be, A LOT more, i mean A LOT more i think if i had valued myself more my life would have taken different turns

i feel i have a right to exist even more than just exist, if you mean the minimum level of living, is that what you mean ?

(((((((poor dottie))))))) (((((((poor little girls)))))))

seth, thank you for inviting me over here

have a wonderful happy birthday

uh excuse me i'm like the big sister here lots of love and hugs and encouragement, that's what i'm about and you are about who i adore

The Song Remains The Same Page/Plant I had a dream. Crazy dream. Anything I wanted to know, any place I needed to go Hear my song. People won't you listen now? Sing along. You don't know what you're missing now. Any little song that you know Everything that's small has to grow. And it has to grow! California sunlight, sweet Calcutta rain Honolulu starbright - the song remains the same. Sing out Hare Hare, dance the Hoochie Koo. City lights are oh so bright, as we go sliding... sliding... sliding through.

thank you for your sweet wild soul Steven wishing you many peaceful beautiful sunrises and for all your dreams to come true love, exc [This message was edited by excathedra on August 14, 2002 at 5:49.]

dear seth, oh good, i didn't want you to hurt yourself i know how you must be so tired of being sick all these years. you deserve to feel better. i'm praying for you and your whole wellbeing and your sweet heart and everything else ahead of you. xoxoxoxoxox

dear seth, i just read your profile and see that you are only 33.5 years old, you young sweet thing you! i was older than you when things started to get better in my life. also i love your purpose: to spread love and peace i'm just writing this post to say i care and to tell you that i still laugh and laugh about when you said you were forced to like people in the way who scared the crap out of you, too funny hugs hey you can't be that messed up, you're from new jersey for godsake

i hope you weren't referring to kay's "chin up" i certainly don't think that was worthless nor her post nor her "love kay"

dear seth, what do you mean you may sign off indefinitely? you don't mean you want to kill yourself do you? oh god i hope not. i have suffered from deep dark depression, severe anxiety and agoraphobia. and i'm doing okay. i just want you to know firsthand that there is hope. i swear. i don't know what you mean about pints of blood and agencies. do you have any family members or friends who can help you after the 23rd? listen your life is not over. it's just the pits right now. stay here and talk. and maybe we can figure out ways to help. you can email me if you want. don't give up. i am praying for you. i'm sad this is happening to you but i'm so glad you are finally getting help. i think (could be wrong) you have mentioned dealing with alcohol abuse. often that is used to self medicate in trying to deal with the underlying depression. it's so good that you are dealing with it now. i remember thinking geez, why didn't i get help sooner? ya know once i started to be better. love and hugs and prayers for you ps you have never offended me, i love your sense of humor, your honesty, your straight talk and so much about you. and i was so happy when you started posting again

You've Got a Friend James Taylor - words and music by Carole King When you're down and troubled and you need a helping hand and nothing, whoa nothing is going right. Close your eyes and think of me and soon I will be there to brighten up even your darkest nights. You just call out my name, and you know whereever I am I'll come running, oh yeah baby to see you again. Winter, spring, summer, or fall, all you have to do is call and I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah. You've got a friend. If the sky above you should turn dark and full of clouds and that old north wind should begin to blow Keep your head together and call my name out loud and soon I will be knocking upon your door. You just call out my name and you know where ever I am I'll come running to see you again. Winter, spring, summer or fall all you got to do is call and I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah. Hey, ain't it good to know that you've got a friend? People can be so cold. They'll hurt you and desert you. Well they'll take your soul if you let them. Oh yeah, but don't you let them. You just call out my name and you know wherever I am I'll come running to see you again. Oh babe, don't you know that, Winter spring summer or fall, Hey now, all you've got to do is call. Lord, I'll be there, yes I will. You've got a friend. You've got a friend. Ain't it good to know you've got a friend. Ain't it good to know you've got a friend. You've got a friend.

hiway29 !!!! this is a special birthday for you. here's a little something: and let's sing head and shoulders knees and toes KNEES AND TOES lotsa love, ex