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Mean Mister Mustard sits.. too bad it's a partial quote. I should listen to this again..

I dunno. You tell me.. if they saw what was going on inside of me, they'd a labeled me possessed or something.. they are educated to be dumbasses..

The Night of Wally World.. Every last "associate" had horrible, gaping festering holes.. I thought maybe I'd trespassed on some sacred burial ground or something.. The only thing I could do was to chant. Weird.. something I ordinarily would not think of doing.. it ended up being some kind of hybrid between Ginsburg and something native american.. Is he still alive? Ginsburg that is? well.. anyway.. did I *minister* to them? I dunno. I tried..

I've been trying to teach my math 119 students the order out of chaos idea. You have to WRITE. What you know.. maybe make a sketch of the problem.. don't panic, trust your own brain.. write down what is asked for, what is given.. understanding the problem is about 99 percent of the process. I don't see how they can teach this to kids only with some program on a server somewhere.. but that is where current trends would indicate it is going. It is CHEAPER. cheaper???? In what terms..

there was another time.. post way of course. one night I was walking through Wally mart world.. Is this off topic? I will continue or desist if you wish..

Life is strange.. really weird. This week, I had my first flu shot. Horrors.. heh I figured it out.. when I was a youngster, I got into a massive amount of poison ivy. They must have given me over a hundred shots of cortisone, overall, to pull me through it. Maybe I'm exaggerating. But after so many shots, they had to catch me to give them to me. But with the flu shot this time.. I covered my nose, and there was no fear reaction. It was the smell of isopropyl alcohol that eventually triggered the fear reaction. well, there were benefits from fear I guess.. I would NEVER be a heroin addict..

that is the weird thing. there are two things that I consume in relative abundance. One is coffee.. the other is dry, red wine.. I've done (not so gruesome) experiments with myself. Check the sugar level, drink some red wine. Check it again in about an hour.. more red wine. Check it again.. then, check it again in the early hours of the morning.. and mid morning. Nothing.. nada. Actually.. the sugar levels seem to go more towards normal with consumption of red wine, more so than without.. as far a food.. Sometimes like a lot of people I have a real *need* to just plain eat, a lot. So I choose at those times to fill myself, not with bread, pizza.. etc.. but cucumbers, salad. Easy on the carrots..

*Mr* linder or misbegotten replacement, please pass this observation, or insult, to the appropriate personage, or place. Thank you.

Now she pretends to be a mogstress or something like that.. christ. "I spread my legs (a few times for) da mog... that makes me.. what, SPECIAL?"... sowy. It was any port in the storm, friend.. don't take that as a compliment. By no means..

It starts with an "S", the a "k" then an "a", then and "n".. I won't continue. But what does that spell? sowy. I think she has defined herself.. skank at the mog's table.. sowy. skank is the most unprofane word I could come up with, in the circumstances..

this belongs here from our dear, one, beloved Socks.

actually, yes, I can imagine this scenario for various reasons. kind of like.. I'm what. Middle aged.. I've produce three brood for you.. you can *bother* somebody else, as long as it the relationship is "disposable".. or "not really serious.." sorry, I can just see it.. Honestly.. excuse what I think. Procuress? I think it is one who finds another target, so that one is not bothered.. for sexual favors, innuendo, etc.. maybe rosie was tired of "putting out".. just a thought. find somebody else willing to share the "burden" or something.. If it makes any difference here.. Didn't Yoko do the same thing for (or with) her husband? I've read too many autobiographies.. Maybe that is it.. Procuress = tired of putting out.. sowy. It's probably true.. I mean.. when ole "doc" came "calling".. didn't she have staff report that she wasn't "in" or something? I won't use my vulgar words to give her then or now description..

sooooo. It is now a... YouTube crisis..

They removed Glucophage from my prescription list.. well, for the third year I weigh in at about 203 pounds. maybe that is my natural weight.. it is barely a *tad* above what a 6'0 in the morning person in height should weigh.. but the cumulative blood sugar measurement is better than somebody who is perfectly healthy.. I weighed about 250 when I went in with blood sugar problems. It's amazing how much difference 45 pounds makes.. Where do we go from here.. I dunno. Aerobic exercise. Minus the drug. not to mention.. enough garlic, cinnamon, vitamin A and D.. Chromium.. plus.. EXERCISE. I think the last thing on the list has done to most.. even a stinking twenty minute walk through Michigan snow and ice in a day.

It's been a while.. just wondering how the crisis is doing tonight..

Yeah.. he was the guy with triple-0 eyes at twig.. I'd love to talk with this character.. he's probably in the same trip.. much as I would rather not say.. maybe he knows where I can find the same drugs.. sowy.

Starts with a "D"..

Yes, there were.. I remember his name, you probably do too.. I'd like to know what happened to him between here and Grand Rapids. Last I heard he was still with da way. I put his name in friend tracker here once..

God Bless You Friend.. It seesm such an innocent question, doesn't it.. :)

No, it is not off topic..

as far as me and alcohol are concerned.. I sometimes consume not it, but the assorted bunch of chemicals involved with its production.. i.e. red wine. dry. no sugar left in it.. well.. it's kind of natural.. I don't like refined anything.. starved yeast.. it cries from the wine dregs.. well.. it had to make some kind of agreement for this existence, as well as I.. who was this person? why the interest? I genuinely want to know..

I've experienced a few lively brain.. what is the word.. farts? of various neurotransmitters.. no external drugs or stimuli involved.. well.. now when or if it supposedly happens, I know what is going on.. Christ. We are human beings, are we not? I've learned how to live with my insanity, have you figured out how to live with yours? we underestimate the effect of alcohol. It's normal, mainstream..

I'm still looking for a definition of what is "Just Fine"..

I've never ingested GHB.. or any of it's relatives.. suppose I can't identify anything from first-hand experience or anything.. they say one's own body makes it. External sources must throw off some kind of balance or something..

I'm only hoping something like that. All I can see is a few facts.. do they lead where I think it looks like they lead? Well.. I'd like a little more information.