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I wonder what the hirschfeld "twig" was like. Were they coordinators, or merely "participants"? I would bet they got the chief seats at the feasts..

You want to see "believing" at work.. try going back to grad school for a degree in math at 54 years old.. and there are no certainties here, even with good academic standing, and five credits to go, in today's political and economic climate.. no guarantees, whatsoever.. never, light at the end of the tunnel.. but maybe there is. I had a dream, a long, long time ago.. I was in a very large building, either it was constructed out of glass, or crystal.. the walls of glass or crystal were about twenty meters (metres for non-usa folk) high. There was a crowd of us, dressed in white. I've had several other impressions, that followed the dreams, exactly. Not this one yet.. The closest it came for this one.. so far. I was in a graduation ceremony, and we were all dressed in black..

As far as twi in concerned though. Do we have any real proof that rosie(?), the donster and other uglies are even still alive? No current pictures.. nothing. Is there really some living thing there? I've heard stories from the U.K.. the landowner living to about 170, so they don't have to pay inheritance taxes.. maybe you could fix my perspective here twinky..

From your article: The name is quite fitting, isn't it.

heh.. well, we are the dots, aren't we..

Was I surprised.. yeah..

"I've got a holy soul.. .. well.. I hope so.. don't want to get in anyone's way or anything..

sowie. Most of this has burned a hole in my soul.. :)

I beg for her to really tell if she loves me..

every religion has screwed this up.. I hope my little domain and claim to testosterone.. makes sense here.. sowy. I am what I am.. though I dread it..

It wasn't the hair that was so bright.. :) Sowy, dear dear friends.. I'm on my own trip here..

I dunno. He found a pretty ballerina.. a beautiful wife.. Alice was lucky..

I still kind of believe in it. I just refuse to invoke it. Why.. there are a lot of things in life I would really, really like to have. ah. The guy who runs dow corning. Just got a "bonus".. how many millions of dollars? And at the same time they make budget cuts, involving the few employees that are left there. Maybe he "believed" for it. there ARE consequences, ya know.. what did what you "believe" for cost YOUR fellow human beings. I could "believe" for a LOT of s*it.. Even if the illusion is true. You believe to move the mountain.. how many years will it take the victims to dig out.. I'd rather be buried, than to bury.. Have your fun fellas. Just wait for the debriefing on the other side of this existence.. Don't worry. It won't be so bad. You'll just lose everything. :) It's not much different from practical majik.. or practical kaballah..

Even Alice Cooper got in on the act.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OX8hzcb7ySY&feature=related

anybody ever post this one?

Weird. In a sense, I still believe in all of that nonsense. Just refuse to invoke it.. even if I could.. suppose I could have anything I want. Everything costs somebody, somewhere, something.. how ethical would it be to impose my will on others.. assuming that I would have the ability to do so to begin with.. I remember an old movie.. one of the key players was a Roman citizen. Gladly enjoyed the freedoms of citizenship, until he saw what kind of slavery was needed to provide his hot water.. he had no idea of the stench and human toil that provided his "abundance"..

Maybe after decades of playing mind games, he is coming to the realization he never grew up to be a real boy..

then his life exhibited just that. "I *wish* I were da man I knew to be..* why couldn't he just "believed" for it?

*and when I die.....* *and the Ortho's gone...* *there'll be one, ant, born..* *in this world, to carry on, to carry on..* Sorry. That song has been playing in my head for about a week..

Hmmm.. true. But the only ants you are going to catch with that thing are the big ones. Very, very big ones..