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i care about you too aren't we all crazy in our own way?

thank you, roy. i'm so glad you did not harm yourself i'm sad for you and what you have been through love,ex

yeah so we got a "class together" minimum 7 i think big f'ing deal. never saw the people again -- didn't know them -- actually did we care? when vince and wierwille and hot dogs came to campus, i always wondered what their results would have been had they just been out doing what we did you know?

i think it was 76 or 77 -- sorry i'll try to rememberoh you poor steve. i did the same on lightbearers -- cornered someone ohgod

good for them and i'll send a little note to that bit ch at HQ and see if she can send out a housekeeper and pool cleaner and way builder and anything else they need

they have such unusual handles i thought they were like computer generated or something hello people listed above -- also hello to Its Busted, Oreddoodo, Tnhuang33, Mulutsfaf, podaykal, Pormdymn, osmjkpzgx, woodmatchD, Plorceupsesse, priedafep, cinkannetty, pypeKneessCit, deagearie, claibeInwable, Citarizmo, GeorgeStGeorge, Alandaawary, yhxqqvpx, Adupleglell, Zipantitopsab, NaseOrema, Cewayessept, Lowspeawcoodo, ixhxmdncmpnw except for georgestgeorge

yeah like your poor little hand from the bread knife !!!!! i still can't believe that beast (was she covered in that class? lol wrong thread) has a goal of making her home/kingdom self-sufficient barf rosiebarf

jj perhaps your body and mind were a bit fuddled from the big knife and trip to the ER ohman i don't even know what to say.... so much i could say which would be gross but hilarious (in my sick mind)

home bible fellowship sounds nice for people your posts show that i have a dear friend who has one in another state. i don't know if they belong to an offshooit, but i know they are wonderful folks with hearts of gold. if they are giving money to someone/thing i hope they are not, oh well. i do believe the christians who come to their home are very comforted and loved with the love of christ. he and his father god will have to figure out the rest people helping the people they know right there is such a good idea

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too true twinky i just realized i already posted on this in 2012

LEAD is such a sad topic. ask ken, rochelle, howard, and the lovely gal from 10th who was raped on her hitchhiking "adventure" i hitched for in my teen years by choice when it was "cool" (before going in way corps) and i was very lucky one time in particular as far as LEAD goes, i'm not an outdoorsman, but i know how to kiss azz, shut my mouth, and plus i was young and up to most of the stupid physical tasks would be nice to see how vp, harry, don, rozee and others on LEAD did ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

that was a dandy :)/> i liked your whole post also and of course that you quoted me ppppffffffftttttttt

i did way marketing selling the books door-to-door in north carolina under jerry jacks socksieness you know i meant badge (of )

sad to say i have become so jaded that at times i don't respect people who probably deserve it and i'm sure i probably screwed my kid up but i did try to teach him respect when it's due. i have more to say but i don't feel like it it's so hard to tell and explain when you've been assaulted my those

good honest post, socks i remember when i invited my mom and one of my sisters to an "america awakes" (nothing to do with you, socks :)) concert -- begged them to come -- to see what life is all about. guess what they came away with? why are all the people with buttons on only talking to and being nice to the people with buttons pinned on? mine was a college wow button -- before i got "witnessed to" i was in my college dorm room alone listening to my godspell album and the song "prepare ye the way of the lord" -- someone knocked on my door to witness to me. it was a very personal experience. same thing when i led myself into speaking in tongues before i was grad. also recall ministering to a lovely fellow who was having a convulsion when i believed i had christ in me and could heal in his name.... more stuff.... but the more i got "in the way" the less personal christ became, you know? each day i try to recapture if you will what i lost....

steve lortz, i've really appreciated your posts on here

i would never attend a twig that worships wierwille. i would never attend a twig period. i agree that wierwille LOVED when we fawned (sp?) all over him. he was so insecure it is unbelievable. and he could be a real bastad in a split second. i don't know what i make of all my time and experience there. i talk to god about it pretty frequently and i figure in the end he'll make it right and help me understand.

that's a dandy ;)i always wanted to see wierwille, allen, finnegan, you name them, go out lightbearers so we could call them scum failures lol

very very sad, george

happy birthday sweetheart

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galen, i'm a way corpse grad and i want to know about that tattoo on your arm 666 all men are liars that's what the big book says i was thinking about a lot of things to say as i read through this but i don't know if any of it would be meaningful you got wierwille who tried to get into my pants since i was a pfal grad in a college girls way home and some of those girls really worshipped him to the point they gave themselves to him and i did not agree with that why the f would i stay? i was a screwed up teenager from a screwed up upbringing yet i was still stupid enough to think that these people could be my spiritual answer / family whatever it's very strange w hen i look back. our girl leader who was one of vp's #1 you-know (i didn't know then) told me when our limb leader came for the weekend that it would be such a lovely spiritual privilege to lay with him she also told me the same thing re: wierwille and allen -- or that's why the gals were going over the pheasant hunting grounds to stay on the coach i feel so stupid now i do feel in my own defense :) that coming from a place where sexual abuse had occurred might have played into all this also searching for a father fig but i go on and on, don't i? many books written on this damn subject i actually do believe what i've been told about vp and his own personal family. there was no reason whatsoever for this to be untrue but it makes sense anyway

that's insightful and to me we all do this in one form or another and some of us don't even know when we were doing it don't know if that makes any sense JAL and Pat ohmygod sad that walter would buy into anything geer was peddling ralph seems like a good guy, but i don't buy his whole innocent thing nor do i buy my own ohmy i'm glad the way is in my past i've heard from people who thought kris was less than truthful because they were friends with david d. and got to hear another side blah blah blah isn't that true about everything gotta go for a bit

i do not find that odd one tiny bit that God is greater than any drug and that jesus christ heals to the uttermost this world sucks. i pray every day for miraculous healing did you ever make up with that lady? i've been reading a lot about schizophrenia and a major lack of magnesium. what do you think, roy? love,e