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i'm very happy to see you, seth. i wish you nothing but good. and thank you for posting on my thread about 12 steps. love, e

i want to humbly ask you if any of you have found help with addiction that did not encompass a 12 step program or the like if you have, please post it here or please private message me i truly thank you with all my heart, ex

dear roy, i am trying to digest what you said i know my life is nothing about riches or fame, and i would love to be known in this life and the next life for helping others when i look at myself, i see nothing but weakness and a soul without hope or help but when i see god and christ and how they have given me a clean slate knowing what a mess i am, i am humbled beyond anything roy, i can't wait until the future where we will not have tears or doubt the core of ourselves i love you i think tomorrow is your next visit. tell your lovely shrink i think so far he's a good man :) and his patient is even a better man

oh dear java your post reminds me of my dear friend tim in the 9th corps in residence thing at emporia. he was assigned to scrub the bricks on i think andersen library. every day he went up on the ladder with some little brush and he could never find where he left off. how sick, right?

we can easily get around that

sorry you know me can't read too long she might be able to do that until she dies because you know i'm not sure about ms. lombardi but they might have a suicide pact anyway. that wasn't nice, was it aren't they kind of self-sufficient as it is? i mean, let go any field people. what are they worth? let go -- i don't know -- anyone else at the farm who doesn't contribute to the running of the farm. there you go. do they need to pretend to teach the bible? can't they just run a nice big farm with a nice big cow in charge? i'm evil but i'm not feeling too much guilt at the moment the part about her being able to do it you know until she dies was because she's getting to be the old gray mare she ain't want she used to be -- actually she never was

i don't know i'm getting confused. i think he should have used the girl from wendy's but maybe he did not want wow burgers to compete, you know?

i see so much cult abusive mind-sick whatever etc etc everywhere around me -- it's just so not limited to religion. i will try to explain this better if i'm able, but i think many of you see this because you just have to look the world around us thank you

how would you know you, you, you cat whisperer ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha hahah

thank you roy i like that he sounds honest, you know? love and holy xoxoxox, e

holychitt i never knew this there's your answer human-like animal

jesusmaryandjoseph so typical - spiritual protocol has ruined more lives than ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha what a bunch of jokers and it all started with the big one vpw (very punie wee wee -- figure of speech) i know i should get shot

excellent news. the 15th is not far away at all. if i may ask, why did it go well? what did you like about him and your session? love, ex

why does he need a side job? for the bennies? i would say, FOR ME, shame was a HUGE HUGE factor in my "downfall" in staying in the way corps. i got shamed into begging to come back when i was semi-booted. and the ones who shamed me should be so ashamed oh man could i go on -- finnegan, patricia lynch, on and on. never mind wierwille, martindale, jenkinson pfffftttt

i should have said you would blessed to have some pot there, forgive me -- wordwolf you might be talking about when dot matrix and i lived together and we had a ton of people over for a party bbq thing. when our leader came home unexpectedly he started handing out those sing along the ways and gathering everyone around. we were humiliated. i don't know if we went back to the lounge ever again. i can't remember. i've blocked it all lol

right outie? no sh i t

you have to read this http://news.yahoo.com/blogs/sideshow/ferret-poodle-argentina-125901615.html and believe it or not, anyone who knows me, knows i told this "joke" for YEARS while on vacation (i forget where now) this lady bought a chihuahua and was so excited to bring him him home to be the companion of her little fluffy. after a couple of days she couldn't find her fluffy. then she found some bones under the bed and she was mystified. she went to vet with the bones and her chihuahua and the vet said "madam, that is not a chihuaua, that is a RAT" i swear to god

hi garth, hope you are doing well -- -- -- here is a nice article. i only read part of it, but the bit i did made sense http://www.elizabethesther.com/2013/03/is-my-church-a-cult.html

i really do like him based on his email believe me, i've known HORRIBLE shrinks good luck monday roy with love and a holy kiss back at ya' ex

if not a cult, there will be something else to rape people over the coals nothing new under the sun. i wish he would come back already. god, can you hear me?

hey you guys, thank you for your replies it's really weird i was thinking about abuse of power/ role models, etc., in so many phases of life and i came across the article. you know what? i don't think ANY of these pruckers would change a thing unless they get outed http://www.pennlive.com/midstate/index.ssf/2013/04/rutgers_coach_mike_rice_sandus.html

dear roy, thank you for sharing and i as always i pray you are doing well love, ex

outie that was so great! potluck to some would mean you would be lucky to have some pot there :)

today i heard someone interviewed but i didn't catch who it was. he likened rice's treatment of these young men to an abusive family. these players are dependent on their scholarships and put in a very bad place -- they have to do everything to please the coach if they want to stay in the game and in college rutgers is around the corner from me and many of my relatives are graduates so what do you think? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rbaYqcMMZ6A

i'm with you, outie also, i typed the majority of the newsletters first in line for the dirt then i became a dirtbag lol