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jesus christ is my lord and savior and he saves to the uttermost

FIRST RED FLAG. about to graduate from PFAL. being asked to come over to the all girls college way home to have privilege of meeting THE TEACHER in the flesh. well, in the flesh turned out to be walking by the bathroom -- door open -- and seeing this bastud naked and blow drying his hair, having him turn toward me full monty and SMILING jesus mary and joseph how messed up was I ????????????????? my undersepherder leader KL told me something about the flesh means nothing to him he is so spiritual whatever the joke is on me. i feel now i deserve everthing i got. i was raised better. i will clarify. i was raised better by my mom. but i was sexually molested by family males, which my mom did not know about at the time

rottie, krys, kit, many more... i love you so much and thank you

if you knew without a doubt your company was being ripped off by employees, would you tell the owner of this small business? i have no pony in this race. i just happen to work there. i see things and employees tell me things....

...... i just i have to say this is a very good thread if this is a goodbye thread you know? a lot of us have been saying i just have to say this for years i personally have never had the gut to say it all at once. it was just too painful i just to have to say this..... it's true wierwille talked at a night owl about touching his daughter oh man, can i do this? what happened on the motorcoach to me and countless others.... jesus why is this still so difficult

-- i'm sorry if GS is really closing. but i thank you for it i just have to say this forum helped me beyond words, made me many friends and many enemies, so to speak i was a good poster and a horrible mean poster everything i went through i took it out on here and on pawtucket and others my whole frikkin wierwille and other sexual assaults were lived again through this forum and i directed much anger and confusion to anyone who looked at me for this i apologize and for so much more i'm human and a screwed up one at that please forgive me

back in the early 80s i think, geer tossed a wonderful believer out of the way in britain. i called him on the phone. i was on hq staff at the time. he geero told me i should watch out because this believer was packing "big ones" i'm like big what? i went to wierwille and told him this dear friend of mine was no longer welcome at the way according to geer. wierwille's reply "how long do i have to suck your corps asses"? lovely talked to martindale, finnegan, reahard (i think) anyone who would listen told them we (martha sheehan paid for ticket) were flying him in went to a blacktop bullsht thing and NONE OF THEM WELCOMED HIM spineless gutless hypoctrites pieces of crap -- i also know of people who "stood" their whole life once they needed real help, bye bye i'm sorry for those who think it will be different for them i mean it, it makes me sad very sad

i don't know. i can't read all this. i don't think the way was doing mass suicides or killings -- is that what you're talkng about ? i'm not saying it wasn't destructive sorry i don't feel like reading the chart

i honest-to-god thought you were going to talk about who would be waiting on their head table or something. may i poor you water? a little drambue? what a privilege for me to serve......

what a great phrase "stunning arrogance"

i have zero desire to be with mature christians or a church if that ever changes, i will let you know i went to a little podunk church a while back ONCE and it was really nice, but i didn't go back there isn't a day goes by where i don't talk to god / christ

sweet newlife random thoughts and probably more later..... i didn't feel at home with my original church or life - thus i joined or got suckered sucked into the way i don't miss fellowships at all. i do miss wonderful people i met in those fellowships. i also miss wonderful people i met in high school and college who never had a thing to do with the way. when i love someone and have a relationship, i miss them. t hat's it my life before the way was always about crying out in the depth of my soul to god and/or jesus christ (i kinda thought they were the same at the time) my life now is pretty much that -- crying out praying to my father god and my savior jesus christ. and i feel totally comfortable they are there too bad i had to go through so much abuse to come full circle like i said these are random but honest thoughts i have one or two really close friends. we were friends before the way, thru the way, and after the way of course i have friends i lost along the way, and friends i lost since coming on this site my new life.... i have this GREAT job -- i don't make any money -- but the people are so great -- i think because they are YOUNG -- my best coworkers 20, 21, 25, 28, 31. they are the coolest most loving. one or two of them call me "mommy" but let me tell you these coworker friends are awesome. i tell them about cults whatev and all they want to do is learn and discuss never judge i absolutely believe god gave them and this job to me because i was suffering very much and needed this kind of love and refreshment xoxoxoxoxox ps. i don't mean i don't make any money. i just make crap money lol

rosalie -- is she one of those big ones damons in command? lol then donna damo then all little blind dominos i forget the lingo

i can't be bothered to look too much back. i have enough going on that takes my time and makes me sad i'm 58 steve, what about your naval and sneezing? are you serious? your real belly button? anyway, i'm sure younger people should play or not play in the sandbox love,e

it's so strange. yes john and shelly were 8th wc. she was sweet and he was i don't know - never gave off any vibes. do they have kids?

yup -- night owls more like night crawlers when he "got" me on the coach it was a ride through the night when he took my college wow sisters out to the "pheasant" HUNTING grounds, it was in the dead of night ohmygoodness, does anything profitable happen after midnight?

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha big snort ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha can i join you? ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

i somewhat remember (but i know i was asleep at the time) spending maybe a year "in residence" going over a comma it's true. i didn't know who the hell i was

happy birthday dmiller mom!!!!!! d, see if you can rent that ghostbuster truck ;)

what is so tragically sad is that he might be very sick. perhaps he remembers how he judged others in the past who were ill ? i don't know. like wierwille with cancer and devil spirits etc. illness or any hardship should have been dealt with kindness, mercy, love but i know that was not the case

maybe it's haunted

oh his life is in an open book just like wierwille and all spiritual leaders

i pray and i know jesus christ does really save to the uttermost and our father god is kind beyond eternally kind love,e

very sad and selfish of wierwille. i don't think he ever really cared about anyone but himself

bb, i am so very very touched and thrilled to hear of your healing love you, e