excathedra

well at least you did finally listen

would love to respond and discuss this too tired

"It took all the strength I had not to fall apart...." - you are so strong, roy "As long as I know how to love, I know I'm still alive!" you ARE alive my friend roy

something else i'm thinking about roy. i can't remember the bible verses but i'm sure someone here does -- our lord jesus christ came to heal the broken hearted, the down and outers, the outcasts, the people that don't "fit" -- like ME, like schizophrenics -- there is a day coming when we will be TOTALLY healed and happy -- but until then we have to try and go on because our lord wants us to and i don't understand the part about "by his stripes we've BEEN healed"? i think that refers to the future because this life mostly sucks. but he's with us all the time, you know? love you did you click on my link above? here's another one (same movie) but it helps me a lot :)

oh dear roy, i pray for you a lot. tomorrow is the 7th. i guess you don't have the money for a cab to group? can anyone give you a lift? walking 3-4 hours just sounds like too much. i'm 57 and i couldn't do it. and i haven't had strokes or anything like that. i wish i had comfort and advice to give you. you are such a strong individual love, ex http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=p5jfH7zuMFM

ps. i hope michelle knight makes tons of money from her book

this is the little quote next to my name do you realize when this young lady went to wierwille for help and felt like killing herself he told her this? I'LL SHOW YOU WHAT'S GOOD ABOUT BEING ALIVE she would feel good about being alive having sex with him???????????????????????? this makes me beyond disgusted and beyond despair

i'm giving this song to my mom on mother's day this coming sunday along with a love letter

well where the heck was i? i never heard any of this, but i did try to catch up on some zzzzzzz's "in residence" the critical question is was there beer?

thank you rocky. the only reason i sometimes can't read these things - except in little bittie pieces - is because it takes me back to where i am still afraid to go at times twinky, if this is an "american" thing i'm even prouder to be one i say kudos to this gal and may it help her healing and many many others who are out there love,ex ps. years ago (but not that many) children who were assaulted molested beaten ravaged, etc., by their parents, uncles aunts priests teachers counselors coaches police etc. etc. etc. etc. KEPT THEIR MOUTHS SHUT i thank God and our lord Jesus Christ that this has been changing

is this locked or did it get moved? so sorry never mind

and we shared the cake and the punch blah blah blah -- i forget about window washing i think we did it on lightbearers and made a good buck one of my dear friends in the way corps became very wealthy takin' it to the streets lol after he graduated and i was on my interim year, he asked me to send him a bucket and squeegie (sp?) from the housekeeping closet so he get started and then he mailed it back to me later

i was in a group wedding but i didn't marry the group. we all wanted the man of god barf barf to officiate at our wedding but he couldn't do them all so we were married around the pond with our own special aisle etc. it was kind of nice. my mother and father came to give me away (to the way lol) and our best friends were our best man and maid of honor. getting ready with all these brides was weird even though we had our own "station" with makeup and hair, etc. most brides would not think of sharing their day

with all due respect, who gives a .....

ministry what ministry?

6 off the top of my head

never mind never mind i misunderstood

take it easy. do you know how many people went over the f'ing edge because they were talked into momentus? i'm not here to judge lynn, geer or even wierwille, but i, as others, am free to have an opinion i don't begrudge who the heck you pray for i think we're supposed to even pray for enemies - correct me if i'm wrong

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wAflaFBuQOE

http://www.rockgodzhalloffame.com/team-new-page/#

i never melted a face or anything like that. maybe that's why i couldn't get "ahead" or "ordained" lol plus i didn't "do" the MOGs and that was certainly a bad thing lol i'm not saying i aspired to any of this at all after we left staff (after graduation) and of course it was because we were shunned (but not marked or avoided yet - well maybe marked - but those terms were not in use) after we left, we had a great time hanging out with people as in twig blah blah blah and the people in the area were shocked because they heard we were so f'd up sad too sad that was back when i believe their horsesht about me and my ex

come on now dotsie was smart too

roy, can't bear to read this or click on your links i understand at time we feel there is no truth, no hope but sheeet we have to go on - at least i do i also believe in jesus christ and that he save to the uttermost without him, i would not go on

i was so f'ing flipped out and sad beyond sad when i talked my dear friend and she said the fbi was after her. i know sann had influence over her since she was like 15 and got her into the way. i don't know his story and why he would do this. was it the cocaine? what? i don't understand so much ps. please give paula my love

Bibliologic lol - $70 million, $30 million - i don't even know how to think about that kind of money. christians should be prosperous eh? lol i know he was a big cocaine user at one point and sometimes that leads to crazy sexual adventures which it did i know he went on some corps reunion trip that john richeson ran a few years back (when so many people were "out") i know a dear friend of mine was very involved with him. i don't know if she went to jail or not and of course let's not forget he was ordained as a reverend. what is his gift ministry?