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i suppose craig had to find a job? boo hoo all these off-shoot lazy hypocrites including accountant and wife make me sick wierwille wasn't man enough to work on the farm i suppose oh and rewards for all that physical detail stuff ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha i'd be happy to tell god and our lord that it wasn't worth it to me ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha sue me, i'm stupid, take away a crown !!!!! i'd rather help a person in need than string a chair or line up a butter knife any day

um, i would like to tell him how i feel just to tell him how i feel i never got to tell him how i really feel in this life i guess it won't be relevant; i just want to feel relevant but in this new life maybe i won't feel this way at all. so moot?

just to add one thing. my dear friend in the corps with me (i forget his handle here) was assigned to get up on a ladder every day and take a bristle brush to andersen library bricks - you know outside bricks - and clean them. every day he went back to it and had NO FRIKKIN CLUE WHERE HE LEFT OFF, but that's what he did for his in residence job come on now, this is so f'd up

okay okay so when i went to my department head or whatever at HQ and said vince finnegan had wiped the whole floor, and that big building where i worked, with me, she said it was because he was spiritually something or other. wtf was that? i've told it before oh yeah he was under a lot of spiritual pressure. i told her he should get another f'ing job

okay i looked up in the sky this very morning and saw geese flying in formation and i thought of god do you think this is like a sign ? i'm just feeling blessed

i need to go back and listen to your life changing songs, waysider but i want you to know this song and album got me through most of my senior year in HS or freshman year in college and then sad to say i got witnessed to

and crazy cheerleaders and gene hackman and love doesn't hurt either

aside from the fantastic healing words of this song, whenever i felt like i really wanted to just end it all, i played this grown men who dance like this give me GREAT HOPE http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p5jfH7zuMFM&feature=player_embedded

i really didn't say i want to see him punished. i think i said i would like to tell him how i feel

rottiebabygirl hi! i hope you can keep us updated about this tragic court case -- i felt that when i was in the motorcoach staring into these dead eyes, not even knowing how i got into that "position" -- i can tell you, one does suppress emotions when having been sexually abused as a child and so on....

(((((((thank you waysider)))))))

kryssie hugs love. i know, but when i was on the hot seat in those horrible meetings, those were the thoughts i had. we are such FAILURES going to get kicked out. being yelled at forever (sitting on the floor where my legs hurt) being able to fall asleep to someone yelling at me lol it happened so often, but i was thinking why don't these big jerkoffs go out lightbearers!!!!!!!! waysider i wanted to tell you something but i forgot . it will come to me. oh sh i t i love that song when you wish upon a star

g st. g - right now that's sounds unappealing i'm posting a song or whatev that should not be posted here the greasespot gods may fire me if they like ;) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p5jfH7zuMFM

:( outie -- i hope this kind of fits in with discussion, but when we were torn to shreads over lack of "putting classes together" and lightbearers and all that, i couldn't understand why wierwille, allen, finnegan, BOT, etc., didn't go out there and show us how it's done

it would be kinda' nice if i could tell wierwille what i think someday. don't know if that could happen but it's nice to think about sometimes i wonder what his children think now that they are getting closer to his age when he was an abuser

oh the f'ing duke lacrosse team probably paid somebody off to get off (after they "got off") and WTF does that have to do with wierweille or the way???? these little logical conversations make me sick lol

i'm sorry. i'm so ungeek. i think someone here must know the answer - well, not too many people here anymore you could try the tech forum, if there is one, i just don't know :(/>

the old fart pig wanted instant satisfaction on more than A/V setup

i would rather the bast-uds be looked into more closely than doubting the victim -- you know -- the way it's been for YEARS AND YEARS

no steps anymore beanie baby -- it used to be hard with that raw stuff and embedded, etc. now just copy the link from your browser in youtube of the song you're in and paste it here. that is it.... love, ex

sorry beanie i haven't posted a song in so long i'm going to try one now

i humbly thank you

outie boutie. how are you? i think you are so great i remember so many people trying to make themselves individuals with their stupid tags. put a heart on it. a sunflower. the rounded corners. how sweet wierwille a walking contradiction? jesus mary and joseph. how bout a lying laying down contradiction never mind walking he was a pig molester of girl and women and starry eyed followers he makes me sick

thank you. i don't need any advice now. my mom told me to shut up and just to my job. capish? lol