excathedra

i tried reading the complaint but i can't right now oh what a surprise

is there a post missing from karl k

indeed indeed pitiful

holy god to the pure all things are pure he learned a lot from wier-W-I-L-E yeah he's worse ppppffffffffftttttt but definitely touched by the master's hand

thanks for your insightful post, cc

great points i could go on and on all day and night

what a frikkin privilege to work on YOUR home even though you lived 9 hours from it lol the true need-basis doctrine certainly was illegal -- it was wierwille's need to hump, even rape, young women

i feel sorry for him i'm thinking about dear sweet alfacat

thank god for that

a guest registry lol -- that's even funnier. that eyeball. he should have left it behind so we could kick it around a little or ask it some questions may i burn in hell both those eyes were dead even before he got the new dead one

that's so beautiful -- let's knock the f'ing chair over and i don't know have sword fights with the butter knives

hells bells i don't know anything, but i think you're very okay broken arrow - hope someday you're not broken, me too

this is just too f'ing weird the 19 yr old over-achiever so-to-speak, mom who is mentally ill, then he gets in the way. then he becomes the man of god who can't hurt girls by having sex with them because well he is the man of god it's just beyond horrific. if only we had been able to get wierwille before the bastud loser died i feel many splinter nutcases are guilty - not necessarily of raping young girls - but definitely raping minds just like father in the word -- ps. if karl was 12th and this guy was 14th, they would have worked side by side -- i'm s till freaked out about this

thanks my friend rottie, i will try to see what joyce has to offer and i appreciate your latest post -- to my friends wolf and sky, if you would be kind enough and let me take a pass on reading all that, please give me the bottom line in your words if not that is ok

i will check her testimony out, rottiedear i wasn't interested in her because someone i trusted who betrayed me liked her a lot but i guess that's not reason not to check her out mwah and thanks

dearest rottie, you are about the loveliest misfit i have ever met i think a lot of us along with our most precious lord and savior jesus chrst are misfits well until we're all together again i love you

donna lombardi ok'd my abortion there was this really lovely girl on here who got raped hitchhiking on LEAD. she isn't here anymore. i worry every day she might have killed herself. and the guy who was hitching with her, probably as bad off as she from the guilt lovely wonderfu cult ken barden died and i don't think we blinked why did pat lynn and whats his face pat powell go on a trip together? why did john lynn and nancy wh*ipple get together? why were these "people" so mean to so many of us? why was chris geer having sex with other women in emporia? and then throwing people out of the way corps in britain? calling them up in front of clergy and exposing their maritial sexual problems? why when i told wierwille about it did he say "how long do i have to suck your corps asses"? what nasty nasty people and i hate to tell you but rosalie rivenbark is even nastier than these men, but i guess she and donna lombardi will lively happily ever after -- hopefully in hell sounds terrible, but they really need to get a grip if they are in heaven and some of these others when i get there, dear jesus, allow me just one spit ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

sometimes i can laugh at this stuff most especially at myself but lately i find i'm disgusted when you are a teenager and the ones you are looking up to (no matter how wrong you are) are so corrupt, i don't find excuses for them any longer. good god almighty i am now 57 years old i'm 57 did you hear me? wierwille vp raped me wierwille harry felt me up and laughed with delight how young and firm i was finnegan outcasted me for drinking at a christmas party in new knoxville tom jenkinson wanted to throw me out for partying in crested butted colorado pat lynn wanted to throw me out in emporia for partying at christmas party in ohio craig got involved of course. now he was pure white i was a pfal teenager,corps 21 to 23 years old, and they wiped the floor with me big time i called my mom. she said get out, but i didn't until later oh my god you damn hypocrites i guess i didn't get thrown out because wierwille still was after me i could go into detail about these above "leaders" and what they did on their "leadership watch" they make me puke all of them

"there is power to be had" power corrupts and absolute power corrupts absolutely ppppfffffftttttttttt

did anyone f'in g hear this? i'm starting to get so mad that i feel like on every frikking post i'm just going to talk about ABUSE ABUSE LIES Bdang COERSION F'D UPNESS HYPOCRISY CRAP EVERYTHING THE STUPID WAYFER Bdang CULT STOOD FOR i'm ashamed you all should be especially you people who are still IN IT didn't your mother raise you better you frikkin weaklings just like I WAS

sniff

i always felt brian and i were soulmates but i guess we wouldn't be good for each other, plus i heard he found someone really wonderful. i'm jealous

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ukSJjBHymNs

yes and no i guess. i don't know. was my mind shot due to teachings and practices? i think a lot from past sexual assault from a relative. but i think wierwille played on this. teachings and mental practices bad because they (my undershepherders)told me it was a privilege to be with the man of god. phhhhhhh. i'm confused myself lol then you have the wanting a father your whole life. then you have this f'ing father in the word who you can really trust. you're 19 years old blah blah blah blah blah puke :)

i don't have answers. i just know when i was young i was already dealing with past sexual abuse so i didn't have the right protection mentally for myself (as hard as i tried) i did hold wierwille at bay (is that the term?) for a long time drinking with him is what finally did me in when he got me on that coach and i found myself laying there looking into dead eyes, i floated and watched from above there's more, but one step at a time but it's true about wayfers saying it was a privilege a great one to be that spiritual and bless the man of god that way oh what else? oh, i did buy into the spiritual thing of this for a while, but i was trying to make sense of it or make excuses? i know when i was sexually assaulted before the way, the excuses for it from the perp and my mind seemed so similar i'm not making sense. i'm sorry i think so