justloafing

I think there was a thread about if you told people you were an innie. I don't go around bragging about it. If it happens to come up or a way for you to bring it up I may. I have had nobody shunn me because of it.

danteh1, I agree with what you said above. I think what I was trying to express. Those thinking about going into twi have such a broad way of checking them out now, not so many years ago, it was almost just a leap of what you thought was right. That is why I said the numbers wont jump the way they did 33 years ago. To many people have their (twi) arses in a corner and twi can't do a rope a dope out of this one. They know it too. HI twi -->

mj, No biotching on this end from what I have read about what you said. I know a lot of what you say is true. To be free of it all, how sweet would that be? I know some of me does not want to forget. The part of me that does not want it to die is the part that says " When twi dies and all the people are healed then I can forget"

danteh1, I agree with what you said above. I think what I was trying to express. Those thinking about going into twi have such a broad way of checking them out now, not so many years ago, it was almost just a leap of what you thought was right. That is why I said the numbers wont jump the way they did 33 years ago. To many people have their arses in a corner and twi can't do a rope a dope out of this one. They know it too. HI twi -->

Hey I resemble that remark. I always used every second of my 2 minute shower.

Hmm interesting stats about going to ROA. I thought more would have stayed home but the person you talked to probably knew. The number increase between 72 and 73 is staggering. Yeah they seem to have the numbers that they had 33 years ago but it wont grow like it did 33 years ago. twi now has a past that people can find out about real easy I hope it keeps dwindling. Makes you wonder who will be the Grease Spot by Midnight? (Evil laugh) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

I know exactly where to look. I helped dig his grave. ;)-->

I see nothing good about vp or his henchmen. jmho

I for one knew nothing of what was going with vp or lcm. I had heard of rumblings but they were never said or put in front of my face as fact. I also had some gut feelings things were not as clean as what was let on to be. I left 18 years ago knowing nothing of what was going on as fact. I also still did some things and believed some things that twi taught us was right. Other things I did not do anymore. Still waybrained for 12 or 13 years. Bump ahead to when I found WayDale. I logged on and went straight to chat. Not having known what really happened at twi I was asking why everyone was complaining and acting so hurt and told them to get over it. Well you can imagine the reception I recieved. Well P**l A***n was there on the chat and invited me to a private chat. Asked who I was and I told him. He asked if I would go to the forums and read what had happened. So I did. I read until 3 or 4 in the morning. Called off work the next day and got up around 6 and read more. Not only did I read things that I had thought maybe happening but other things I never thought happened even though they happened to me (the mental abuse and the lies that were taught as fact ect......) I was humbled to say the least. That is when I was really able to start and put alot of my thinking back together or in a better term redirect my thinking into a more positive way of seeing the world. Yes WayDale and Greasespot 1 have surley helped me more than twi ever could have. I just registered here at GS2 awhile back. To think that some people know what happened while in twi is absurd. It takes places like WD and GS in a lot cases to bring forth the true evils of twi.As twi did to us (choke us almost to death) that is what I hope happens to them and I sure hope we are seeing the grip tighten around their throats. I hope the good people in twi get out of the way.

That be the one Bob, thanks

Cherished, I read you have not been around much. You may want to read a post by a newbie and what they thought. A member topoftheworld posted a good post. It is about halfway down the page on the link below. http://gscafe.com/groupee/forums/a/tpc/f/2.../1011080811/p/4

Sheese what you put down is so true from what I have always heard about rape victims. A lot of people do not react the same way but I really think as far as The Top Leadership of twi it fits them to a "T". It also made me think in the spiritual way too as people had their minds raped. Make no mistake about it both rapes are terrible, Both in different ways and as far as what I still read from people comming out, the mind rape is still happening. I just look at how people here at GSC are handling the rape of their minds and each one is different. I wonder how the phyical rape victim handles it (both play with the mind)? I bet each one handles it differently too. Something inside of me makes me wonder if the physical rape is still not happening.

LMFAO

topoftheworld, Are you me? I have lived to 99% of what you said. Great post :D-->

Like I said in my first post. I think this forum (for me) is to make twi bleed. This is an information thread about twi imho. Either from their F'd up doctrine to physical abuse to spiritual abuse. I know what I went through and what I have read here, some of it is new at times. I am going to yell it where and when I can for reasons. To stop people from going in and for innies to come out. I want to see twi lose it all. I want to see RR pool go from cement to a plastic pool and to get a video of her getting into it and have it break. Then I wont worry about twi any more, just the good people that were hurt.

Exactly Bramble. Short but a sweeeeeeeeet post.

No Paw not on this end about the "This Site Can't Be Found. At times (not as many times during the day) it is still slow but I think it has picked up a little speed.

Well if they went into the corps to change things. I don't know how they thought they could do that, because you have to kiss twi doctrine and kiss twi arse to get through the corps. You join the corps to live the "It Is Written" life style (twi life style) You may as well be a beleiver and try to do that. Not that their heart was not in the right place but to go through the corps and to think your going to change things.

IMHO This is the purpose of this part of the board. Hammer twi until they bleed and to keep people out and to help people leave. As someone said and I paraphrase. "I hope to see the day when the property twi sits on is delivered to the rightful owners."

Not on your life.

JustThinking, Yeah if it was a monthly thing or even once every two months I would worry. Also if I could not cope with it I would go get help. I am not going to end up like my avatar over it. I was just relating a unpleasent experience since being out and this was a thread about things we think and triggers. I have talked to a friend about this too. Like everyone else has been hinting around what triggers it that is what my friend asked. Next time it does happen I will really try and figure it out. Thank you for your concearn. :)-->

Maybe I should also stress that these day(s) have happened before either Waydale or GSC. It is not comming here and reading that triggers anything.

HCW, I guess you were asking me.What are twi thoughts? Just that, thoughts about twi.For whatever reason it is all I think about during that day(s). Nothing specific at all. It can be corps,twig it can be about friends it maybe the warning signs I saw that I needed to get out. Some thoughts are ok but most suck. I am sure you have felt like you have had a dark cloud over your head every once in a while. That can be triggered by anything (an argument with a friend, wife(if your married HCW) or a crappy day at work. The day(s) I have the twi cloud I can't compare to anything else except say it fills my day and by the end of the day of thoughts I am a whipped pup. I don't know if this helps explaine it or not. If not I guess I could try to explaine in a different way but what I wrote up above is about it.

A la prochaine, This is it in a nutshell. I don't know what brings it on, it just happens. I wake up one morning and just have twi thoughts all day. They just hammer me. I can go on with my day as if nothing is wrong but there is. It is as though nothing phases the thoughts. I relax at night but the thoughts just keep on comming, they don't stop. I go to bed and before I fall asleep they don't stop. I wake up in the morning and all is gone. I wake up in a great mood and reflect on the day before and wonder what brought that on? Like I said it happens one or two days a year, THAT'S IT.This has happened for 18 years, but never less than 1 day a year and never more than 2. Anyone else want to admit how your haunted?

Belle, I have read your posts since I have come back. I have seen what you have said. At times I have said................ check your IM