When should I jump? When was the best time to get off this "mystery train?" Where was a soft spot to land? Are any of my "friends" going to jump with me? What will we find after jumping as the train chugs away?
Boy, oh, boy! How those same thoughts ran through my mind. All the way back in the mid-1970s. And along with those, the possibility that I might be mistaken. How can I go back home to a family I put through "the class' and tell them I might have led them into a snake pit? So what does a good way-fer bot do? Renew my mind (shudder) and learn to dismiss the obvious. Then feel guilty about using personal commitments as an excuse to slip out the back door. Until I came here and saw that my gut instinct was right, all those years ago.