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Why am I here.. the last interview I had.. I was sitting in front of the big chair.. so how did you end up here. That was the essence of the Big Question. My answer. I have absolutely no idea.. in other words.. I kind of washed up on shore like a beached whale.. I did not exactly choose this.. it kind of found me.. heh. I should poll the crowd. Did I get the job? heh. What do you think..

In a practical sense religions either hate or reject me because that I view the individuals involved at the very least.. as equals. I am not inferior to you.. the last religion at my door threatened me with the most eternal fire and wrath that their religion might have to offer.. heh some here have dealt with this..

I've asked the same question to a few people at my door.. do you really believe that which you speak.. I'll believe along with you if you are what you claim to be. Just sign on the line. I'll take your word for it. No argument if You Simply Agree. I have not found any agreement yet. If two of you agree... hmm.

I don't see any warfare here. You bring up a very good point- Luther should have stayed- had they wanted him. I think.. (dangerous, I know.. heh) Where else in God's Creation does one want to go. In a practical sense at least. So we just abandon humanity and walk off of the ends of the earth merely because it does not agree with us.. Did Luther want to stay.. absolutely. I think that he did.. It was about the only family that he knew. Interesting that his mentor was forced to show him Romans 10:9 and 10. One keeps asking the same question, pounding at the door.. eventually someone has to answer.. Maybe the Mentor was waiting for someone to actually believe.. too many thoughts and questions here.. Peace Friends..

And sometimes I think the "modern" mind is asking too much.. sometimes "reformation" was two steps forward and one step back. At least in my opinion.. Sometimes three steps back.

Actually I'm not.. just honest .. heh

So, where do we go from here.. freely forgive, yes.. but where do we go from here. Freely forgive.. no problem. Same question stands unanswered.. pretty much it depends on the forgiven.. what do you want, where do you want to go..

More than "cool".. The Almighty must be with us.. belatedly I loved thee.. I love when my blindness is chased away.. it happens sometimes.

I wonder what is wrong with this as well.. a spark of the divine.. a seed..feed it, and one cannot determine what grows.. born again. the seed.. to be perfectly honest.. who planted this seed in me. It happened in about 1962 or so.. God is Love, Jesus is Lord.. what has the seed produced.. somehow I agreed. Now lets just feed that thought.. I hope that you will accept the consequences.. it has not been pleasant in a Worldly view.

I like this one..

So then, do we really need more in this life. If we accept redemption.. what do we do now. These are questions that I constantly try to answer, from the time I arise, to the time I sleep.. the hardest part is dealing with those less than sane than myself.. heh. No, I am not complaining. Less sane might be easier.. heh. Might be a better logical choice..

Personally.. I think he was looking for validation. And Eastern Religion refused to validate.. for some that is what is the word.. can't put God in a box.. still struggling for words.. maybe it is this: "we've tried that already. " you want validation? There is none.. Conquer yourself. Forget the rest of the known world.. Same thing for his followers.. Loy wanted to be "right". Sorry, it is statistically an impossibility.. What do you think, dear friend..

Yeh. I agree. Personally.. I think I had spirit from birth. Maybe even before.. Too much. The sixties. We find the light.. and some of us walked away. I dunno. Maybe we go to the light.. and try to put the light in old wine skins.. nice if enlightenment agreed with what we already thought we knew.. Thanks Dear Friend for the discussion..

Mike is really a good guy. He is one of the good guys. I hope that I am the same. Some of you have a hard time reading him.. in my opinion. Everybody has their axioms.. can't really exist without one or more.. If one assumes an axiom.. one needs more than convincing evidence to abandon it. My axioms are simpler.. I wake up each morning and convince myself that I can still count to ten.. and sometimes even that is too much.

I agree with the first post of the discussion. How arrogant to assume that you are not a Spiritual Being. How dare *you* whoever you are, to usurp my small that it is, spiritual authority..

I'm trying to figure out how to reply to rocky's post. Mathematics Destroys Brands. I always read the labels. I don't care what the label (brand) has to say.. show me the numbers, show me some statistics.. fortunately.. in the US.. the brands are .. what is the word.. forced to report at least partially honest statistics

Yes talked about the many ones of one of me.. maybe I'll post on a Friday Ruined.

Responding to difficulty.. sometimes it is my core being.. the logical response is generally a justification or an after-thought.. We are so many characteristics.. People are singularities.. I think that that is a false assumption.

sadly, the internet censor here would bleep out most of my response. "" you all. If Paw still has the AI censor installed.. What an interesting life here.. despite rumors, lack of rumors, promises, promises failed, I still have everything that I really need in this life. And am generally happy.. Please feel free to forward the posts of the Squirrel to your mental health professional. "f" you all, with the love of God.. God help me, I still can't abandon the love of God. No way. Good Evening.. Love, The Squirrel.

Heh. maybe it's we were addicted to connection in the past life.. some kind of cosmic rehab.. heh reject me? Sheesh.. its what you do.. go right ahead. See if I even care.. heh

Maybe we are in some kind of "cosmic time out" where we need to learn how not to expect or assume too much.. heh.

I did not read very many comments here.. I see the big banners, why rejection hurts.. need connection.. disappointment of said connection.. rejection again, and again, and again. Sounds like the story of my life- at least personally. TWI seemed to attract DEEPLY damaged individuals ("nutcases", including myself). I lost both parents before high school graduation. Invitation to any kind of family context or friendship is absolutely irresistible. I have only refused the invitation in the few times that the promise was obviously logically ridiculous. I've learned to ask a few critical questions. Yep. I'll come.. but can you really deliver on the promise.. No, they will not be family. Even family has a poor record of really being family. I still hold out hope.. that somehow, someday, I will find real family. If they want to believe that the Moon is made of Green Cheese.. maybe I could live with that or not argue too much about it. Still looking for family.. pretty pathetic at 67 years old. Why don't we talk more.. spend more time.. I've learned quite a few of your languages, english, spanish, music, mathematics, physics, chemistry, engineering, morse code, and probably a few more.. might more belong to Doctrinal- Genesis 11:6, 7 and 8.

Hmm. Why am I here.. OH. wishing you were here.. if only I could go back to 1974, on a Thursday night. I would take you with me.

In 500,000 years my wealth will mean pretty much zero to any given future historian.. Now this will be the same opinion.. to the married dentists who accumulated about 5 million bucks. Even in the current scheme of things that is really small potatoes. Yep. "they managed to make money".. along with a few million other creatures.. God only knows who or what they were.. heh