Wierwille,on more than one occasion would always say,What has the word cost you?Then he would rant on,either his eye,his not being a big shot,or how hard he spent being a great man of god.His point made us feel like we had not given enough,when in truth we gave everything time money youth job,family,for the "previlege" to hear the "truth".When in fact it really was cult indoctrination,give all to the ministry(early on it was the "word" rather than the ministry).
I saw it early on,yet like most of us got sucked in,My aunt,god bless her,said "they really got to you."Guilt was a way of life in the way,You always pay a price was an
other one,shi@ happens,instead,the way got you to question every action,every motion,where did I blow it?Folks it does not happen that way.
Think for yourself,be yourself,we are not the ever ready bunny,always on the go,Push yourself was another one,I(wierwille)am always on the go,I can get by with 2,3 hours a sleep,I just loshanta and boom,I am so spiritual,I am energized.The supreme guilt?Uncle howard allen said "he gave his life for you".Uh howard it was Jesus and
not vic.