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I was thinking about this today, and then MO had mentioned something on another thread, so I have to get it out.

I started in the way a loving, giving, excited, 19 year old with hopes of growing CLOSER to Christ.

20 years later, sad to say, I don't feel closer.

I feel farther away.

All the loving turned into hating.

All the giving turned into greed.

All the excitment turned into boredom.

This is what staying in TWI this long has, IMO, done to me.

I think this has happend to many.

Thankfully, I am on the road to recovery.

bliss

There's gotta be somethin more, gotta be more than this~ I need a little less hard times, I need a liitle more bliss..."

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So true, Bliss. icon_smile.gif:)--> I was young, excited, energetic and would give people the shirt off my back if they not only needed it, but merely wanted it. People seemed to genuinely enjoy being around me.

10 years later:

I felt like my prayers were bouncing off the ceiling.

I was oppressed and suffering from major self-esteem issues.

I was sad that I was never good enough for God.

I was worried about not being where God could bless and protect me.

I was suffering from panic attacks (but they were my fault)

I was egotistical because I knew more Bible than anyone outside TWI

I was cold and harsh with people because their "believing" was causing all the problems in their life.

I was un-sympathetic because they wouldn't listen to my know-it-all advice.

I was giving money out of fear and out of greed.

I felt so taken advantage of that I didn't want to help people with anything, much less give them my shirt.

I became very lonely.

I became very depressed.

I became physically and mentally ill.

Now, after only one year of freedom:

I have hope

I have joy

I have peace

I'm way more patient with people and situations

I have more control over my temper

I'm feeling, experiencing and enjoying my emotions!

I am getting healthy again

I have friends - TRUE friends

I have a great relationship with my family

I get along great with my co-workers (most of them icon_smile.gif:)--> )

I have a home and confidence in my savings and my future security

I love life! icon_biggrin.gif:D-->

I love others (regardless of what they believe)! icon_biggrin.gif:D-->

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At the risk of torturing a metaphor, our "fruit", by which I mean the fruits listed in Galatians 5, aren't there so much to decorate the tree. The fruit is there to provide sustenance and nourishment for others in need.

Sure, I want peace, love joy to decorate my life. But I have it to provide for others.

And you know what? It's in giving the sustenance that seeds are scattered and some actually grow up to be trees planted by the river.

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TheEvan said:

At the risk of torturing a metaphor, our "fruit", by which I mean the fruits listed in Galatians 5, aren't there so much to decorate the tree. The fruit is there to provide sustenance and nourishment for others in need.

Sure, I want peace, love joy to decorate my life. But I have it to provide for others.

And you know what? It's in giving the sustenance that seeds are scattered and some actually grow up to be trees planted by the river.

Thanks, Evan. Lightbulbs are going off in my head. I thought it was too good not to repeat.

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I have hope

I have joy

I have peace

I'm way more patient with people and situations

I have more control over my temper

I'm feeling, experiencing and enjoying my emotions!

I am getting healthy again

I have friends - TRUE friends

I have a great relationship with my family

I get along great with my co-workers (most of them )

I have a home and confidence in my savings and my future security

I love life!

I love others (regardless of what they believe)!

Sounds like alot of 'fruit' to me. The right kind!

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Thanks Evan,

Exactly what has been missing in my life for the last 10 years. Sure, in the beginning I had

fruit because I was learning about God and the bible and I was so happy I could fly...

So yes Oldies, I think TWI did good, for some. Depends on who their overseers were for one.

I happend to be "lucky" and had the best dang TC in the world (MO). We had a blast. Still friends to this day, (not in TWI). But somewhere

along the way, and shortly after, it was more and more

burdensome. I turned into a fruitless tree.

My fruit to help others was as much as "hey you want to come to my fellowship cuz that is the only way I'll help you!"

Well, a little praise report here:

Over the last 3 months or so, (since our new discovery and freedom),

we have helped more people than ever in the last 10 years! We have been such a help in our neighborhood, doing things we used to scoff at, and we are blessed! No strings attached.

No, "hey, how can I get the Word in here" thinking the whole time.

Just "I want to help, what can I do for YOU!"

It was great. My hubby and I are like different people.

I want to help others.

I want to be like Jesus Christ, and have him as a brother.

I want to give without agenda.

I want to make a difference in someones life..

I can, and I will.

bliss

"We should be careful to get out of an experience only the wisdom that is in it." Mark Twain

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Wow, shell, can I just copy your list? Lol

Life IS good, I enjoy my family,

I enjoy my horses, dogs, cats,

and various and assundry critters,

I enjoy my beloved home, my creek,

I enjoy genuine friends,

I enjoy karate,

Lots of joy here I guess :-)

All fruit in a bountifull and blessed life.

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probably more for the 'doctrinal section' but the administrations in the Bible seem to be glaringly obvious unless one believes in the pre-existence of Jesus, the 'deity' of Jesus etc..

The Jehovah Witnesses believe Jesus was 'Michael the archangel'etc..

I still believe that 95% of the Bible is plain common horse sense (to quote someone else)

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probably more for the 'doctrinal section' but the administrations in the Bible seem to be glaringly obvious unless one believes in the pre-existence of Jesus, the 'deity' of Jesus etc..

Not necessarily. wink2.gif;)-->

You've been invited to the doctrinal section many times, Alan. Are you afraid to go down there or do you just enjoy derailing threads?

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Originally posted by Allan:

probably more for the 'doctrinal section' but the administrations in the Bible seem to be glaringly obvious unless one believes in the pre-existence of Jesus, the 'deity' of Jesus etc..

The Jehovah Witnesses believe Jesus was 'Michael the archangel'etc..

I still believe that 95% of the Bible is plain common horse sense (to quote someone else)

I cannot gather where the notion of Jesus' pre-existence - or Jesus being God - is in some way contrary to the system of "administrations". How explain then our main contributor to the old teaching we received - the "ultra-dispensationalist" Bullinger, or his collegue A.E. Knoch, who emphasized our Lord's pre-existence?

God forbid if we should think like horses.

Or resemble pears.

icon_smile.gif:)-->

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Unfotunately, I seem to resemble Jack Fruit these days.

Allan, I need not argue dispensationalism with you. I'll just say that I am a limited dispensationalist myself and I believe Jesus preexisted (as what/whom isn't altogether clear to me) and that he is certainly divine. I just don't buy that unorthodox, unwarranted and unhealthy form that Bullinger or Wierwille espoused. It does cut at the root of jesus' direct Lordship over our lives.

The gospels don't apply directly to you? For that I am very very sorry.

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Alright children, behave!!!

(i wear thong redface.gif:o-->)

Do I have to bring this back?

I wanted to bear fruit, I ended up just a BEAR!

No longsuffering

No patience

Wasn't that kind

No joy

etc...

I didn't start off that way......that was the reason I got in the vey, to bear fruit and serve others..... I learned it from years of being led by rotten practice.

bummer

but....I have already changed... start gathering baskets people, my fruit is ripe and it's coming down! (no sexual comments please) angelkit.gif

bliss

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Well, I think I developed a lot more "fruit" after leaving that lousy excuse for a religion.

I have seen people with real problems change- people TWI would drop in a heartbeat- just by consistently lending a hand, and without shoving my current set of arcane dogmas down their throat.

I think I would call it longsuffering- for lack of better definition.

The Evan makes a real good point:

quote:
At the risk of torturing a metaphor, our "fruit", by which I mean the fruits listed in Galatians 5, aren't there so much to decorate the tree

But that was what "fruit" was supposed to be used for in the old ministry. Hang it on the tree, and the people will come..

My fruit doesn't get hung on any stinking tree anymore..

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