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No no no. That was one of the last Star Trek classics. The last two humpback whales, in captivity, in an.. Aquarium.. the hope for all humanity..

Pretty high priced for little or nothing..

Hmm. Aquariums of Beer.. hmm.. that might be the ticket..

Been a while.. wonder how the "local clubs" are doing.. you'd be better off with a word study or something from Bullinger or something.. there ARE a few obvious differences here.. hope I'm wrong. Some Bullinger historian, who says otherwise.. oh well.. it's life I guess..

Real them.. where have I heard that before.. will.. hmm. will the.. real ... *you* .. stand up...

Not all of *us*..

I dunno. Seems like another good reason to have a party.. Nice thoughts sometimes.. I just wish somebody would come..

Note: I am not mocking anyone with 2012 concerns. Myself.. if it is going to be a millennium of peace.. I won't stand in the way.. if it's going to be world wide destruction of those who, who or whatever.. It'll save my kids the quandary of figuring out what to do with ME.. No fallout shelters or such for me. I'll just have a head start on the rest of you numbnuts..

Some say the end of the world is coming.. others say it will be an era of "peace" or something.. what I wonder.. how is the almighty bod going to save us by meticulaous obedience and preparation from the quiet panic exibited by some of the shifting poles, massive meteor showers, with its worldwide destruction of humanity? It's like.. they didn't unembarrisingly exclude themselves from from addressing the potential attacks of devils from the Y2K non-catastrophe.. have they instituted "emergency" preparedness.. you know, acquiring three mile deep mines.. for the "faithful".. they've ascribed to other such "nuttiness". Why not this?

Heh..

The three pictures of those charged as adults.. look hauntingly familiar.. the facial expressions.. they look like pictures I've seen of child warriors.. who raised them? Are they just kind of on their own? Who suggested they do this? Or did they come up with it on their own? Somehow, I don't think they did..

I dunno.. I lost both parents by my senior year in high school.. my mother had for the most part isolated us from the rest of the family..uncles, aunts, cousins.. where do we want to start.. it would be a Freudian extravaganza..

Wowser..

Yep.. there is always that.. I've told my other half.. Its been long, sometimes ugly.. do you want to hear it again? I'd be glad to tell.. Its all part of the agreement..

maybe I should rephrase this.. what should *I* do..

thank you for your words.. so what have we learned, this time around.. what do we do now..

Thank you for sharing your story.. :)

What I wonder is.. they've cut ties. Why do they still have j.l.'s gawd awful letter to "way believers" on their website? Just wonder..

I dunno.. friend, you ARE someone.. I've gone through a lot of crap to figure that out.. yeah, I might be small.. and all, but that is ok..

I don't think its that serious and all.. I've gone through something like this, and it didn't kill me or anything..

I was thinking of more.. about seven seconds more into the light.. the more I think about it.. maybe the almighty has some kind of road trip he needs somebody to go on.. hey, I know a little math and chemistry.. maybe they need math plastics, and modern electronics somewhere..

I'm an "eleven".. I don't know how much sense this all makes.. I'm as stable (spiritually) as water.. it absolutely drives others, including family and friends, and myself, NUTS.. but I know who I am.. it might be very, very small.. but yes, that's who I am.. the vision I saw.. it was one place I belonged..

I hope there is a happy ending to all of this.. there was one for me.. suppose you found all you believed was wrong.. so friggin what.. is there joy and gladness in this.. or mourning.. the key question is, what do you do, NOW.. I was lucky.. I keep looking.. where will the path lead.. every dream I've had has come to pass.. except for the last one.. I'm in a very tall building.. everyone else around me is clothed in white.. the building is made of twenty meter tall glass walls.. only made of glass.. we are all clothed in white.. what is it.. the closest this relm has had to offer.. heh.. About 600 of us.. clothed in Black..

Paw was at this one roast.. I'd like to see his rating.. how many stars did we garner.. I shouldn't ask *me*.. heh

Sooo.. what did you lose, or rather, gain, by the experience.. I've lost and gained quite a bit..